I'm Falling For My Bully (Taehyung X Reader)

Chapter 6

A/N
Double update because I'm currently driving with my parents and I'm super bored ♥️
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Y/N POV
I was awoken by the birds' chirping once again. I yawned and rubbed my eyes. I slowly opened my eyes and saw the sun shining through my window. It was Sunday which meant today I had my karate classes, and because of that thought I smiled slightly. I got up and went to the closet. I put on some Adidas sweatpants and a black Nike crop top. I saw a variety of shoes in the closet that were, surprisingly, all my size. I took out black and white Nikes. I walked to the bathroom and took at hot shower. When I got out and looked at myself in the mirror, I frowned. The girl I saw in front of me was...ugly.
Scars all across my honey skin, (if your skin is not honey colored just pretend it is) cuts and bruises scattered across my disgusting body. A bruise on my cheek from the slap I received yesterday. A busted lip from my dad from a few days ago. My hips weren't curved, my breasts and butt were tiny. How do they do it? How do all of the popular girls have such perfect bodies? My nose was quite big, as well as my hands. Why can't I be like them? I'm so ugly...so ugly. I need to relieve myself.
After getting dressed I looked around the bathroom for a sharp object. I spotted a razor and I smiled a picked it up. I pressed it onto my arm and I dragged it across the clean flesh. Cuts formed as crimson red blood slid down my arms and into the clean, white sink. I deserve this.
I got gauze's out and cleaned the long wound and I didn't bother to bandage it. I took out a jacket and put it over the cut. I brushed my hair and grabbed my backpack as I went downstairs. I saw Taehyung sitting down and as he looked at me, I looked away in fear. I walked to the kitchen and saw Jisoo sitting there happily cooking. I wish I was that happy... I thought. She smiled and I nodded and sat down. She brought some waffles over to me and I slightly bowed as if I was saying 'thank you'
She nodded and went upstairs. I looked at the waffles but I wasn't hungry so I took out the notebook from my backpack and wrote her a note that read 'Hey Jisoo I wasn't very hungry so I've decided to skip breakfast. Thank you for the meal though. I will not be here for a few hours because I have a place to go. Thanks, Y/N'
I nodded to myself and slung my backpack over my shoulder and as I was walking out I heard Taehyung say "Where are you going?"
I looked at him and just walked out. I walked all the way to the classes and I saw a man approach me and he said "You must be Y/N. Come in let's get started."
~TIME SKIP~ (because Idk anything about karate)
After the classes I felt good. I felt strong even though I barely learned the basics. I slightly smiled to myself and I went home ignoring the hunger that was devouring my stomach. When I got home Jisoo was on the sofa and she ran up to me and said "Oh thank goodness Y/N I thought you were sick!"
I faked a smile and said "I'm fine Jisoo. Thanks for the concern."
She smiled back and said "Come sit down and eat dinner you must be so hungry" and I was but I lied "No thank you Jisoo I ate when I was out. Thank you though."
"Oh okay!" She said happily. I nodded and made my way up to my room. I sighed and layed in my bed with my stomach begging for food. I heard a knock on my door and I hid under the covers. The door opened and I peeked and saw Taehyung. I shivered in fear and he said "Calm down. I'm not gonna do anything." I calmed at his words but was still cautious just in case. "You are horrible liar you know that?" He said.
I looked at him confused and he said "I know you didn't eat. You were so obvious."
"W-why do you care?" I asked confused.
"I don't. But I came to tell you that your lies won't work on me.
"Oh."
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Didn't proof read it. So sorry if there's mistakes lol