POETRY

Have you ever | Adu

Have you ever feel trembling, shaking, not because of fear, but because you were happy?

It's like those one times in a million years you felt so complete and you didn't even wanted it to stop,

A wanting so deep inside you're afraid it'll tip off and your secrets flew and not coming back,

It's the kind of gesture you feel so good watching her walk, not in a creepy way, but just glancing as she walks down the aisle with her smile as she laughed away with her friends,

The kind of gesture where you sat down eating and she goes all moody like storybook fiction and about how her days were bumpy and sunny as she giggles hearing your jokes,

The kind of gesture where you walk down and you feel the breeze and fragrance of her perfume hits your nostrils but still has her wonderful smell,

These gestures are like reading off a romance novel or a romantic movie but it ain't the same like those hollywood vibe where all you think about is sex and nothing in between,

Those gestures i had was one of the wonderful moments i felt,
Even it's just a small touch of our lives combined,
But you grow out all beautiful and kind,
The lady you hoped to be with.

I'm not oppressive,
I'll let you grow,
I'm not a dictator,
We'll work out through a vote,
But i am here if you need me,
Always there if you miss me,
Maybe a bit busy,
But i'll make time and spend it with you wisely.

So am i happy with you,
Even after the long stanzas i wrote,
That actually didn't rhyme as i hoped,
Yes i'm happy,
You're cute and cuddly in a way,
You're soft and humble in a say,
And i wanted us to be more than today,
I wanted to grow old with you until the day i say,
Thank you,
Thank you for making me happy.