My Trans FtM Journal

Daily log

8/20/18

This is the first daily log, here's how my day went.

I arrived to school, and it felt like a normal day. Well it did until after second period. I came out to my social studies teacher after the class, and she was super super supportive. Later in the day I care out to my other friend who I really trust and she was also very supportive.

I know it's shot but that's how the daily ones are goin to be

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8/21/18

Today was somewhat good. It was decently normal, but my counselor called me in.
She told me that since I get bad anxiety in gym I could take up student aid (helping the ap and stuffs) and drop gym. I said I was gonna stick it out for the time being, but if it gets worse I will be out of gym. (The irony is I was called to the office right before gym started👌🏻) so since I was in the counselors, I was really late to class so I didn't have to dress out. (wear gym clothes) After class I did come out to another one of my friends who is supportive so yay. The rest of the day was normal, and boring.
I might come out to a few more people in the next few days but I haven't decided yet.

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8/22/18

So other than the fact that I broke my phone nothing interesting happened so 👌
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8/23/18

Tbh nothing happened today either🤷🏻‍♂️. I came out to a friend tho.
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8/24/18

I came out to a couple of teachers and a friend today, so now I won't have dysphoria attacks during class.
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8/25/18

I just had a few friends over and had a sleepover. Didn't do my homework tho...Oops...
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8/26/18

I biked a mile and a half to a friends house and biked a main road. Everything else was normal.
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8/27/18

School blah blah blah... got depressed, still depressed, almost relapsed. Didn't. PARTICIPATED IN GYM?!?!????!! That's it
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8/28/18
Nothing..boring blah blah blah school
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8/29/18
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8/30/18
School...^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
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8/31/18
FRIDAYYYYY WOOO ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
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9/1/18
I went to my dads and played Xbox, that's about it.
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9/2/18
Still at my dads but i got donuts and ice cream later on in the day still played Xbox 👌
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9/3/18
Labor Day my dudes
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9/4/18- 9/8/18
So I kinda forgot to write...oops nothing really happened anyway
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9/9/18
I'm sick so I played gta all day and did nothing
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9/10/18
It's Monday and I got to stay home. ^^^^^
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9/11/18
Ugh had to play catch up at school, I did good in gym though.
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9/12/18-9/22/18
Woop de doo I didn't upload. But it's shark week👌👌 killmenow
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1/9/19
I had a long dysphoria attack and other than that I'm out to the whole school so.