tomtord And Eddmatt oneshots

I hate you but I love you

Tom p.o.v

Its been two years,two years since we lost the house,two years since I lost Susan,two years since I lost him...*knock knock* I was lost in my thoughts until I heard someone knocking at my door 'I'm not expecting anyone to visit,Matt and edd are gone for the week so who could it be' I thought to my self. I open the door to see the most cutest thing on the earth "t...tord?" I almost fell over when I said his name "y...yeah its me" he said. It almost sounded like he was crying the first thing I wanted to do was kiss him but I can't the room had an awkward silence "what do you want?" I finally said breaking the silence "I came to say sorry." He was about to cry when I said "sorry isn't going to bring the house back,it isn't going to bring john back,it isn't going to bring Susan back." I shouted 'but sorry can bring my feelings back' I said in my head. "I know it won't but can we try again I can try to fix what I broke" he said with tears rolling down his soft cheeks "p...please let me try to fix this , let me fix us." I felt myself start to cry but I had to hold it in "do you miss me like I miss you Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit I type a text but then I never mind that shit I got these feelings but you never mind that shit Oh oh, keep it on the low You're still in love with me but edd and matt don't know , If you wanted me you would just say so And if I were you, I would never let me go" I let my tears fall as he continued "I don't mean no harm I just miss you on my arm Wedding bells were just alarms Caution tape around my heart You ever wonder what we could have been? I said i wouldn't and i fucking did Lie to you, lie with you, get me fucking fix, Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings When love and trust are gone I guess this is moving on Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song" he stopped then we both sang "I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you" he stoped when I said that then I continued
"You want them, you need them
And I'll never be like them" more tears stared to come as I sang "All alone I watch you watch them Like there  the only people you've ever seen You don't care you never did You don't give a damn about me Yeah all alone I watch you watch them, there the only thing you ever see How is it you never notice That you are slowly killing me" I stoped for a minute "I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want them, you need them And I'll never be like the-" I was cut off by a pare of lips agents mine. I was surprised at first then realized that it was tord so I kissed back. I enjoyed the moment while it lasted until tord pulls away "I love you Thomas" I was blushing and smiling when I said "I love you two tord" that's when I heard a phone drop to be specific, EDDS phone fell "e..edd this isn-" "aaaaaaaaa! MY OTP" I could feel my face getting more red by the second tord looked at me and laughed while edd was still screaming,Matt looking in his mirror and saying "I called it now Were my 20 bucks?" edd gave him a twenty and went to his room and Matt went to his room two so it was just me and tord again "I love you my little Jehovah" tord said "and I love you two commi"

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Wow one chapter done many more to go

Love,reina