Harrowing Masculinity ✨

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As my mustache grows,
as my voice breaks,
as I grow older against my will,
an imperishable masculinity I master to fake,

As I keep my emotions under rain check,
As I tower with my height and wisdom,
A part of me wants to discard all the privileges,
A part of me wants to break the conventional system,

Because as I vow to protect all my kin,
who am I supposed to confide in for my fears?
Because as I vow to provide to all under my shelter,
who is supposed to feed me when I can no more bear?

Due to this constant suppression,
of my own queer wants and unconventional dreams,
I envy all the beings of the other gender,
how they are allowed to bawl and scream,

My ego is becoming fragile,
worse than it has ever been,
because I am actually not aware where lies the line,
where I should be offended, where should I let it be,

I wonder if anyone will take time,
to look closer and look harder,
to discover the juvenile heart,
surrounded by a million responsibilities' border,

Because Manliness is not a gender,
it is more of a profession,
a symbol of strength, rationality and depression,
which mostly leads to unexplainable aggression.

-Halo Peepalz, I'm back. Mwahaha.
My trip was amazing, everything went really well. I hope you're all doing good as well ❤️

This poem is about those sweetheart guys who suppress their true natures, only to become the MEN of societal standards *Major eye roll*

So to all such guys who are going through depression, feel like crying, feeling overwhelmed, LET IT OUT!

Tears are blessings, they are the signs that we still have a heart. If it makes me look weak? then so be it! Because people who think such way, are honestly sick *second major eyeroll*
Okay sorry I'm done😂

haha My Goals Husband Has to be a drama queen or I'll kick him out😂

I HOPE YOU LIKE IT,
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