My everything. [Doctor Kim Taehyung✔️]

~14~

Y/N p.o.v.

And it is a long day.
People are going in and out of Taehyung's office, papers are all around, people calling for meetings, people canceling their meetings...
It's just been allot and I didn't saw Taehyung for the rest of the day.

Thank God that Jungkook is here because he helped me with allot of things and every hour he would come and ask if I need anything and sometimes he would bring me coffee.
He was such a good person.

It was now 5 p.m. and I was still working.
"You're still working?"
I looked up to find Taehyung.
"Oh yeah there's only couple of things that I have to fix."
"But you're done for today and did you forgot about our appointment?"
"Oh yeah I totally forgot."
He gave me a friendly smile.
"Come on close everything and come to my office."
And I did as he said.

"So Y/N how are you doing?" Taehyung asked.
I was now sitting in the chair in front of him.
"I'm doing good but today I stared a new job and this boss of mine is so annoying."
I said while rolling my eyes and trying to hold back my laugh.
"Well what can I say? Not everyone is friendly as I am."
And now we both laughed.
"But seriously now. Are still thinking about Matt?"
I sighed and looked down, playing with my fingers.
"Sometimes yeah but not as much as before."
"And do you find that a good think or a bad think?"
Right then my eyes looked directly into his.
He was really serious now.
"To be honest... I don't know. Sometimes I find it a good think because you know I'm finally moving on but sometimes.."
I took a deep breath before continuing.
"I find it a bad think. I think then, should I really move on? Am I being selfish? Because after all he was my husband not just a boyfriend or something."
There was a moment of silence before he asked with a deep voice.
"Do you still love him?"
And then I didn't know what to answer. I have never asked myself that question before.
"Y/N"
I looked at Taehyung who was looking at me with dark eyes.
"Do you still love him?" He asked once again.
"I don't know."
I finally managed to answer while trying to hold back my tears.
"I don't know if my heart still beats to him."
"Go to his grave."
Did he jus-
"I know you haven't went to his grave for a long time cause you don't want your heart to be broken but go to his grave and see if your heart still beats for him. If yes than you still love him but if no... You have to go and look for the guy who makes your heart beats once again."