i wake up in the middle of the night, i pull myself out of bed and go in my bathroom, i look in the mirror "god, i look like shit" i say to myself. i turn on the sink and drink nice cold water from the tap, i wipe my face and walk back into my room, i look out the window and see that the sun is rising
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"that's so fucking beautiful" i say out loud. i lay in my bed thinking about what the guys do for work, i soon fall back to sleep. i was waken up by loud sounds of music, i groan and roll out of bed. i walk out into the living to see if the guys were playing loud music just to wake me up but no one was to be found 'weird' i think to myself and go in the Kitchen to get a cup of coffee, i walk round to find where everyone is. i hear it again but that voice, i know that voice from somewhere. i go upstairs and follow the sound. i get to a door and open it a bit, i see Till, christian and some other guys in the room, christian haves a keyboard and Till haves a microphone. i feel a hand on my shoulder, i jump and turn around to see who it was, it's oliver.
"oliver, you scared me" i laugh a little
"sorry. what are you doing here?" he asks
"i was waken up by loud music and i thought you guys were just playing it to wake me up or something like that"
"i would never do anything like that but Richard and Paul would" we both laugh a bit
"so what's going on in there?" i ask him
"i think we all should tell you" he smiles and walks in the room
he comes back out with Till and Christian, Till smiles at me warmly. we all go to the living room, Till got Richard and Paul to the living room and we all sit down
"i think it's time for you to know" Till says and holds my hands
"know what?" i ask confessed and worried
"we are Rammstein" Richard says
my heart drops when he said that
"OH MY GOD, REALLY!?" i scream
"yes really" Paul says
"holy shit, how did i not notice" i look at everyone in shock
"what did you think we did for work?" Paul laughs
"i don't know, sell houses" i laugh
we all laugh and the guys go back upstairs, i go to my room and put on Mutter. i think i'm starting to get over Jay now. i go and take a shower after i'm done i go back in my room, i only have the dress Till got me so i put it on. i clean up the house and i see a drum set "i miss my drum set" i say to myself out loud "you play the drums?" christoph asks, "OH GOD!" i scream and jump, Christoph laughs at me "yes, i do play the drums and would people stop walk up behind me like that" i say, "do you wanna play it" he asks. i give him the biggest smile and run towards the drum set. i tell him to play Queens of the stone age. i play with all my heart and after the song was over Christoph claps loudly and gives me a big smile, i give him a hug and thank him for letting me play. i go back to cleaning the house, as i was cleaning i saw Christoph looking at my butt, i blush a little and keep on cleaning. to be honest, i think he's pretty cute but he can be a dick sometimes. as i was cleaning the hallway i saw Till in his room, i knock on his door
"oh, Sam, come in" he pats the bed for me to sit down, i sit down next to him
"what you doing?" i ask him
"noting much just thinking about music" he smiles
"sounds fun" i smile back at him
"do... do you want to watch a movie with me?" he asks and blushes
"i would love to, let me make some popcorn" i say and run to make popcorn, i come back and close the door behind me "i got popcorn" i smile and lay next to Till in bed. Till outs on nightmare on elm street, we eat popcorn and watch the movie, i somehow fall asleep. i wake up cuddling with Till, i blush hard but i close my eyes and enjoy this moment when i wake up again and feel something poking my leg, i look down and i see Till haves a boner, i blush even harder then before. i push Till on his back and lay my head on his chest, i fall back to sleep.
hey guys and girls and it's, i hope you're having fun, i know i sure did, i went to my first baseball game today and had s0 much fun and ate all the food. love you all xoxo :33 <3 <3
