runaway (Rammstein) *Completed*

GERMANY!

it's the day before we leave and we all start packing all our stuff. Richard calls me over to help him, i walk in his room and it's a mess, "Richard, what did you do" i ask "i think i packed too much stuff when we came here" he laughs, i shook my head and walked over to help him, i help him pack "this is going to take all night" i sigh. after an hour or two to get everything done, Richard tells me thank you and i go off to bed. i had a nightmare in the middle of the night, it was about the night my mom tried to kill me but in the dream she really did kill me, i went to Till's room to see if he's still up, i look in his room and see that he is still up reading a book

"Till?" i say 

"Sam, why are you up?" he asks me looking up from his book 

"i had a nightmare" i look down blushing 

"aw, you can sleep in my bed if you want" he blushes 

"thank you" i say and climb in Till's bed 

i cuddle up to Till and slowly close my eyes, i soon fall asleep. i feel someone pick me up, i open my eyes a little and see that it's Till that's carrying me to the car, he puts me in the car and makes sure to put my Vinyl next to me for when i wake up, i hear all the others pack all their stuff in the trunk and get in the car, we drive off and i slowly wake up when we get to the airport. "guys, i have never been on a plane before" i say to them scared, "don't worry you have us" Paul tells me. we all group hug and get on the plane, i get a widow site by Oliver and i just watch the plane take off.

"what happened with you and christoph?" Oliver asks me

"uh... oh, noting" i tell him and blush

"just tell me, i won't laugh" he smiles at me warmly

"alright, i few days ago i was taking a shower and while i was taking a shower i had a panic attack, christoph knocked on the door asking me if i was ok but i could say or move anything, he came in the bathroom and seen me naked but he luckily he wrapped me in a towel and helped me" i blush hard and look away  

"that's nice of him to help you but you shouldn't be embarrassed or anything and i think he likes you" i gives me a big smile 

"to be honest, i really really like Till but i don't think i should tell him" i look down

"you should tell him, i think he likes you the same way you like him" 

"i will when the time is right and thank you Ollie" i hug him

me and Ollie talk about random things. halfway threw the plane ride Oliver gives me his phone to listen to music, i go to Rammstein and play a song i have never heard before and i fall in love with it, it's called fruhling in paris, and i listen to more songs i have never heard yet and they are all amazing. we finally are landing and i can't wait to see everything, we get off the plane and go get our bags, we get in a car and drive to Paul's house to hang out, we talk about who i'm staying with and i'm staying with Oliver, he takes me out to see Germany and try German food. a week has went by pretty fast, me and Oliver as became good friends, we tell each others everything that is going on. i needed money so the guys made me a band manager but not for rammstein, i work for a German metalcore band called TRAVELLER. somehow Ollie set up a date for me but he won't tell me who i'm going on a date with but the date is in two days, me and the all the guys have a photo shoot tomorrow so the next few weeks are going to be busy. i'm really liking it over here in Germany, i hope Ollie picked out a cute handsome German man for me to marry. sometimes i really miss jay and some days i forget about him but i just hope he moved on from me, he was my everything and i was his everything, we needed each other everyday, one day i'll see him again... one day. i been having the same nightmare almost every week, it's a dream about me being killed by my mom, i hate that dream. 

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sorry for such a short chapter, i didn't really know what to write, i hope you all are having a great day xoxo :/ <3 <3