Chapter 1 - The Aftermath

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With that said Louis walks out of Zayn's classroom with his children making his way to his office. Once he makes it there he has Lia and Darren sit down as Louis takes out their food from the McDonald's bag.

As he watches his children eat he thinks of the events that happened earlier, he is both proud and disappointed with himself. He his proud because of how strong he felt when he was in front of Harry, sure he let out the hiccups that betrayed him at that moment but the fact that he did not break down in front of Harry and maintained his composure , he no longer felt hurt (well maybe he did but now is not the time to bring that up) but after what happened in the storage room (a/n if you didnt read the original book the storage room incident is in CHAPTER 7 towards the middle ending) he felt anger and disgust maybe it was the anger he has been holding in these past 5 years, maybe he now realizes that he need to sort out all of his feelings to move on, but he all of a sudden feel disappointing feeling of breaking down at the drive thru at McDonald's fine he had a weak moment, he thinks where he broke down and fell apart. Altho he was strong in front of Harry he felt like he was going to break down being in front of Harry was to much for him to handle. Now he wonders what Harry was thinking seeing him for the first time in 5 yrs before he could think in further he shook his head "NO" he tells himself he can not and will not care he needs to continue to move forward with his life, try to get over Harry the same way Harry has obviously has moved on with his. Louis tells himself he deserves someone that will that will love him and make him and his kids happy and if he cant find someone then he will be happy just himself and his kids

Louis was brought out of his thoughts when he felt his daughter pulling on his shirt "Daddy" Lia spoke quielty

"Yes, Love" Louis answered

"Daddy" she said looking around the room making sure Darren was not to close once she saw he was in the back of the room looking thru the bookshelf for a book to look at

"What is wrong, Lovebug?"

"W-Was that d-dad, Harry, was that him" she spoke softly almost holding back a tear

Louis froze not sure if he wanted to lie to his daughter or to just be completely honest with her "Why do you ask" was all he could answer at that moment as his brain was quickly thinking on what to do

"Daddy, I remember his voice and he has the same eye color like me and Darren has his dimples and that stupid smirk" Lia states knowing that her father might get mad at her for saying "stupid" but at that moment she didn't care she just wanted an answer

Louis knew Lia was a smart girl to smart for his liking so at this moment he realized that he had to tell her the truth he could not lie to her " Yes, Lia that is your dad' he said quietly feeling hurt and more anger that Lia his sweet little girl can still remember Harry ohhh how he wished he could erase any memory from his sweet baby memory but also thankful that Darren was to small to remember anything

Louis all of a sudden felt like his heart was going to break seeing Lia's face filled with sadness, he looked at his daughter and wanted to breakdown but he couldn't at this very moment he had to be strong for Lia "Lovebug, you have nothing to worry about remember we are the 4 musketeers, all for one and one for all" he said as he hugged her tightly and gently kissing her forehead. as he holds Lia his thoughts go back 5 years ago

FLASHBACK: 5 YEARS 2 MONTHS AFTER HARRY LEFT

"LOU" Zayn says as he looks at Louis very pale and weak" Come on Lou I am taking you to the Hospital"

"NO" Louis says "I am fine"

"ok fine but either I take you or I call you mom to take you" Zayn says knowing that if Zayn calls Louis mom Jay he will be in trouble and he rather go with Zayn than to get yelled at by his mom

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