delusions

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you're there,

perched on the edge a bar stool,

smiling from behind a pint of beer,

the kind of grin that reveals the dimple buried in your right cheek

and makes me feel as though sunrise was born in your mouth.


you're there,

voice crackling through the white noise of the telephone line,

whispering vague reassurances and empty promises in my ear

with that accent that reminds me

that you're not from here.


you're there,

blowing smoke rings into the september air

as our fingertips graze against each other

and our size six feet fall in unison

against the monochrome pavement.


except you're not there.

you exist in two places;

one is out of reach,

and the other is in my head.


the version of you i know

was born in my imagination,

and lives somewhere between

my delusions and what i wish was my reality. 

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