Player - 전정국

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4 months later~

So a few months past now. Jungkook and I are stronger than ever. I wouldn't say our relationship has been going very smooth but we're getting there. 

There have been some trust issues with me because I still had it in de back of my mind that he was a player but no... this guy has been faithful and loyal to me until this moment. I'm so proud of him.

I didn't think that he would handle this very well but he did. I guess he really is in love with me that he even wouldn't look at other girls. 

If you're curious we still haven't done it because I wanted it to be special because yes... I'm still a virgin. 

I'm a 20 year old girl who still hasn't had sex. Maybe it was because I wasn't ready for it or maybe because I haven't had a opportunity yet to do it because I've been busy with modeling since I was a kid.

Anyways let's put that aside, these past few months I've been preparing for the catwalk... the main reason I came to Korea in the first place. 

Meanwhile I was training for the runway I've had so many extra shoots offered. I got so much more famous not only in Korea but other country's as well.

A few days ago I got a message from my parents that they will make free time to visit me to come look at the runway show. I haven't seen them for almost 6 months. I'm so excited to see them and my little brother.

Currently I'm in my room getting things ready for the runway show because it's tomorrow already. Jungkook is here with me laying on my bed with his phone in his hands.

I thought I was going to be able to handle this calmly but i'm so stressed I can even burst out in tears now. Huffing and puffing I'm trying to fit everything in my suitcase.

I guess Jungkook noticed that I was stressing so much, because for the past few days I've been acting a little moody towards him. 

He totally understood though but still I felt very guilty for acting that way. I'm so blessed and happy that I have such a wonderful boyfriend and best friend in my life. 

I wouldn't wish for anyone better. He didn't even got once mad at me, because I was acting all shitty. But fuck I love this guy.

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