{Anonymous Noise} [Yuzu x reader] SAVE ME

Prologue

"I'm sorry... Yuzu."

As she walked out I could see the tears falling down her cheek. I wanted to say something.... anything..... but no words came out. I sat there, on the bed and watched her walking away from me with an opened mouth. Why did I do it? Why couldn't I just hide my emotions further away from her? Why... did I kiss her? If only I could turn back time....
Alice went out without even looking back. I lowered my head and felt hot tears forming in my eyes, one by one slowly falling down to the blanket. I hid my red face with my hands and cried silently.

Time has passed real fast. School already was over and I still sat on the same bed, in the same room, looking blankly at nothing really.
"Hey, Yuzu-", it seemed like Haruyoshi's voice.
I slowly turned my head to him.
"Man, you're looking like a zombie.", he jokingly said, but had a worried expression.
He walked to me and sat down on the bed. I told him everything that has happened. To my surprise, he comforted me and didn't joke around any further.

"Will I.... ever be able to talk to her again?"