Consequences // Yoonmin

Fifth

Dear Min Yoongi

You stood up for me today. Thank you hyung. But why was that the limit for you? They've done way worse than choke me.

No where is a safe place for me anymore.

I still remember when my safe place was in your arms.

I reopened my stitches. The voices were just too loud.

Do you think I'll ever be happy again hyung?

Can someone as ugly and stupid as me ever really be happy?

I've taken up writing again...when I was happy I couldn't write very well. So maybe this is a blessing. People seemed to enjoy reading it. I deleted it though...I have no idea why.

I regret it.

Tell me hyung...do you regret what you've done to me?

You don't have to of course, I deserve the pain, for not being perfect enough for you.

"Pain is beauty but beauty isn't pain"

Signed Park Jimin