Fractured Memories

My Future

I have dreams of the future

dreams of my life 

but that no longer matters 

if you're no where insight

my beautiful future 

the loves of my life

 if I can't have you 

then I don't know why

why I even try

without you all I can do is cry

and wonder why

why me I would be great

so would you take them away

stop me having the choice of 2 or 3

why did this happen to me 

it's not fair

how can you not care

well I'm aware you may not feel the same

but how dare you compare you to me

they are my life 

my future 

my love

 unlike you who is like a drug

I got addicted couldn't cut lose

until I saw the real you

I thought I could see past all the flaws 

but I cannot see past you not having a heart 

it makes me sick 

makes me cry to think

that we were ever a thing

that you had made me sing 

but that feelings gone

and I hate the aftertaste 

-S.telles