Fractured Memories

Broken Toy

Trapped
Stabbed in the back
Brown hair, glass eyes, plastic face
a broken doll for you to play
You make me give up on all my goals
leave large scars on my soul

How do I breathe
When you do what you do to me
I run in place
It's never been safe
Your smile is a disguise
You always tell me lies
My pain turns into yours
Now I'm mean for being "insecure"

My heart sinks
I'm your toy telling me
I should like a certain boy
Im dumb
Im stupid
Disrespect is another word for me
Will I ever be free
I run away but I come back

Give it to me
Give me my mind back
It's broken and in your hands
You tell me what to think
You drive me mad
Despite my cracks
You use me still
Guess you haven't gotten your fill

Please stop tearing me apart
Give me back my heart
Glass eyes dark and dull
You won't stop till I have no soul
Why do you use me
What did I do
Is it because my father stopped loving you
Is it because i have his face
So you torture me in his place
Is it because you need me to be sad
To make you smile and laugh
My pain brings tears to your eyes
Because of how hard you laugh at my cries

I am a person
I am a girl
Set me free from this world
I am your daughter or so you say
So why do you keep treating me this way

S.telles