Talking To The Night

Alone

Don't let me be alone,
Don't leave me with my thoughts.
I'd kill my head inside.
I need the talk to save me from
Myself.

I am my own worse enemy,
My head hurts my heart.
I needed a new start.

My thoughts won't let me rest.
I am separated from the best.

I am dying in this din.
My thoughts won't let me win.
My silence is violent,
I am afraid of slipping Into the sound.
Never to be found.

Don't leave me.
Don't let me be gone.

My thoughts will destroy me,
I can't even see what's really there.
...

Am I all there?

I scare myself silly.

I am seeing more than ever before.

I my hearing is better like never before.
But I am feeling less,
Never mind that,
just think about the rest.

Just don't put me to the test.

I don't want to be like the rest.

I am told to hang on a little while longer,
Then everything will be all right

      
Fuck that I am going to fight.

You think this ok?
For me to be afraid to me on my own?
I just want people to talk to,
To laugh with,
To cry with,
To eat with,
To love with,
I just want to be.

Don't leave me.

                  They are coming