Browan

Chapter One

Rowan's POV

It's been 3 months since I sent Brandon to prison. Every single day, I mentally beat myself up for it. I never felt so guilty in my life to do it. He's not king cobra, and I know it for sure. Brandon started it, but he's definitely not king cobra. I curled up, cuddling with Fishy, closing my eyes. I miss him.

Everyone I care about always leave me. First, my mom, Dunbar, Jake, Nicki, Hailey, and especially Brandon. My mom left me for Trevor's dad, which by the way, Trevor and I are technically gonna be siblings since my mom and his dad are engaged now. I'm so glad I apologized to Trevor, now he won't be one of those extremely annoying step brothers.

Dunbar. How can I ever forget him? He changed my life. I still think about him every single fucking day. I can't imagine on how it feels like to be treated poorly and be forgotten by everyone you once knew. And he killed himself- because of that.

Jake. Our relationship wasn't going to last even though I loved him. Illegal relationships never last. Anyways, Jake got deployed so he probably won't be back for a very long time. I still care about him though, and I hope he stays safe.

Nicki. Why did she do it? Even though she bullied me, we started becoming friends. We started to become best friends actually, but she killed herself over her guilt. She promised me. She promised me she wouldn't kill herself. I still don't believe she did it to herself.

Hailey. She's such a big impact in my life. Hailey was my best friend. Hailey left, switched schools, and was forced to change everything about her because her mom found out about everything that happened. We can't get in contact with her and I don't know where she is. This is all what Stinger said, but I still need to ask where she is. Maybe Stinger can help, but I don't know.

Brandon. Oh Brandon. All I can say is, I'm sorry.

The Next Day

I woke up, Fishy still in my arms. I gave Fishy a tight hug, remembering Brandon. I wonder how bad prison is- actually I don't wanna know. I just wanna bust his ass out of prison.

It's Friday, which means I still need to get to school. It got colder, obviously. I wore some basic black jeans, a grey t-shirt, and Brandon's maroon zip up hoodie. I wore my basic ankle boots, and let my hair down. My hair is short now, so I don't see the point in tying it up.

I looked outside. Still no snow, thank god. I grab my phone, looking at my notifications. Stinger texted me, saying that I should meet him after school. I turned off my phone, putting it in my pocket.

I went downstairs, finding that my dad wasn't there, again. I sighed, going into the kitchen. I grabbed a pack of eggs, and a pack of bacon. I made my normal, and usual eggs and bacon like I do every morning.

I ate my eggs and bacon right after, and headed out. I started to walk to school when my dad pops out of no where.

"Hey dad. Eggs and Bacon are in the fridge." I smiled.

"Okay, sweetheart. Have a good day at school. Stay safe." Dad said.

"I will, dad." I continued smiling.

I start walking my normal route to school. It was peaceful. I'm glad things are starting to change, but we still don't know who king cobra is. After that night where we walked into the "cult" thing, I always thought it was Zoe but she has been acting fine. We don't really talk that much anymore, but we would occasionally wave to each other. Also, that night we literally ran for our lives so nothing happened to us.

"Yo Carrie." I hear a familiar voice say.

I turn around and see Trevor's truck.

"Hey." I said.