You confirmed it.
I always thought that the moment you confirm it is gonna involve me bursting into tears, letting all of my emotions out.
But it didn't.
For some reason I can't cry.
I guess somewhere inside me I already knew.
I already knew, I just didn't want to believe it was true.
I'm not gonna lie, it does hurt.
It hurts like hell.
It feels like someone took my heart and pound it with a sledgehammer a thousand times, till it shattered into a thousand pieces.
Like someone took my hope, my faith and threw them away.
Like someone took away my everything... and made it theirs.
I know and I always knew I'm never gonna have the ability to meet you, hug you, kiss you nor call you mine.
Yet it still hurts. I can't explain it. It just does.
Even though I'll admit the truth...
If she makes you smile, I'm happy.
If she makes you laugh, I'm happy.
If she makes you feel special, I'm happy.
You deserve all the love and happiness this world could offer.
Nothing is more important than your happiness.
As impossible as it looks at the moment, I'll do my best to get over the pain cause...
Zach, If you're happy, I'm happy.
