My aunt Vicki is now trying to think of a new living household for me. My mom is now unfit to take care of me as a parent.
I don't mean the unfit like her body shape. I mean the unfit as my mom can't take care of me anymore. She has basically no right to control me anymore as her daughter.
What I'm trying to say is that I needed a new living situation and soon. I was getting ready to commit suicide. I didn't know how I was going to do it but I knew it was probably going to happen.
I didn't want to be the person who was afraid of the place I lived at. I also didn't want to take any of the pain anymore. All of it was damaging me as a person. I just couldn't take it.
I was so upset with myself that I felt ashamed. I thought all of this was my fault. I tried to not have an attitude and to not talk back anymore. But nothing ended up working.
Everything turned out horribly in my life. This happy girl was now depressed inside. I didn't care what happened next. Everything I said or did, just ended up turning out all wrong.
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Being the Abused Child
FanfictionThis is a story of a girl going through abusement. What she is doing is crying and getting a painful beating. She is often scared to come home sometimes because she knows she's going to get hurt. She hates it. All she thinks about now is ending her...
