From The Start

Chapter Nine ~ The Truth

Chapter Nine ~ The Truth

" Me: it doesn't matter to me now because that was Our Past and you're already here with me now, and that's all that matters to me right now. "

...Continued~~~

Sehun: You're right. I love you, you're like my little angel, shining in my world. You're there to take me away from the dark, and make me see and realize the beauty in the bright.

Me: Sehunnie.. are you sad again? Ani(no)... you must be breaking down because of Jenny and me right? Because you don't want to hurt me and you don't want Jenny to hurt me and because Jenny is your ex, you're afraid she might use your love for her in a bad way. Because Jenny is with JaeHyuk that makes you even more sad because it was JaeHyuk for hurting me. Right? If it is, don't lie, because I can see it in your eyes.

Sehun: I wouldn't dare lie to you. You know I love you.. I bet you know everything, don't you? Yea I'm sad, because..

Me: It's my fault, so i should be suffering this, everything, because if it wasn't for me to be so cold and mean to you in the beginning, it wouldn't have happened. You tried to help me, to the point I was ready to accept you but I pretended to not which made you give up since it made you back into your dark hole, right? The dark hole that Jenny brought you to. Now she's back, it's even harder for you to stand up isn't it? The way she tries and pretends she likes you when you know she's just acitng ofr JaeHyuk. She even told you which made it harder for you, didn't it?

Sehun: Ani(no)... stop please.. let me tell you..

Me: Are you planning to lie to me?

Sehun: Okay it is but..

Me: see you see? This is what JaeHyuk wants to do to us. he wants us to break into scraps. This is what's going to happen if we don't stick together. What happened to the promise? About not letting anything get to our relationship? Everyone's reaction is to lie about their ex to make sure that their current love won't leave them, I can accept you having feelings for Jenny, but lying isn't acceptable. The thing is JaeHyuk knows you'd lie about it, he knows I'll be mad, but because you don't know this, I can't blame you, because you love me, because you don't want to hurt me, because I can see how much you don't want to hurt me, I can't blame you and I wont'.

Sehun: You're right.. I am so fascinated because you saw everything that JaeHyuk is trying to do. And because you can be so mature about everything and accept everything and only keep our relationship away from JaeHyuk's plans.

Me: Ani(no).. it's just because you happened to meet Jenny who meant so much to you once.

Sehun: you too.. JaeHyuk.

Me: Ani(no).. I moved on from him because of you but because of me, I brought you back to Jenny's hell.

Sehun: Enough of this, I don't want us to get into a fight over JaeHyuk and Jenny. Let's focus on us two.

Me: Yea.. remember when you use to buy candy for me everyday? You'd put it in my bags when I wasn't looking. It was obvious it was from you because only you had that candy and I saw you eat it in front of me so I knew it was from you. It was one of the cutest thing you've done for me. Every time I ate your candy, it made me smile a lot and brighten up my day.

Sehun: ah you still remember that?

Me: Of course and that time when I met up with you at the room, where it was just the two of us. I asked you "Why are you being so nice to me and giving me candy everyday?" You looked at me like you were scared of me and pretended to tell me that it wasn't you.