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Riele-

Me and Lizzy walked limply to my house

She didn't say a word, just followed me silently

I explained everything to her

We left Xanders body laying there lifeless

I felt like I wasn't human

I killed someone,

Yeah he was already dead but I killed him

I became the person I feared

A cold blooded killer

I cant even recognize myself

I refused to break down infront of Lizzy

She needed to break down more than me

Poor girl just went to a party and tried to help the wrong girl

She probably hates me.

I just lost the start of a new friend ship

"This is it" I said choking back heavy tears

"Are you okay" she asked me concerned

"I've been better" I said

I have been way better

I am a murder.

"I'm not mad at you" she said as if she was reading my mind

"Why" I asked genuinely confused

"Because its not your fault,"

"You just have a fucked up life" she said

I stepped up the stairs pushing open the door

Jace left it unlocked

"Plus I am the one that tried to help you, it was a cause and effect" she ushered me

That kind of lifted my spirits
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Lizzy-

To tell you the the truth, I'm scared shitless.

I do not blame Riele for what her life is but I blamed myself for not running in and grabbing Jace

Things would have been a lot better

I have some secrets I'm keeping from her

But I can't let her find out

It will ruin the whole mission
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Riele-

I sat down on the large sofa

I let out a sharp breath

I knew what had to do.

I should let her get comfortable first

"So-" I started

I was instantly at Jace's house

I looked around

Lizzy was no where to be found

"I heard about what happened in the woods" Jace said sternly

"That I was almost killed, where's Lizzy" I asked

"She's not important, are you okay" he asked putting both hands on my shoulders

"Where its Lizzy" I said moving his arms of me

"With Maeve, now, are you okay" he asked me one more time

"No, Jace, I'm not" I said only allowing one tear to slip

"It's okay I'll find Xander and get this sorted out" he stated

"There's no need for that" I croaked

"What do you mean" Jace said

"I killed him" I said erupting in to a cry
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Jace-

Oh. Shit.

"You what" I said as my voice wavered

"I killed you brother, and I understand if you hate me because right now I hate myself" she sobbed

I rushed to hug her

This is bad, like this is really bad

She pushed me off her

"Don't touch me, I can't even look at myself, I'm disgusting" she went on

"Stop- stop saying that" I said

"I can't live with myself" she said

She was an emotional wreck

I wanted to take her pain away and put it me

I grabbed her wrapping her in my arms once more.

I cant tell her, not now.

"I can't, I can't, I can't" she said dozing off into a heavy sleep

I can't tell her.
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