She said :
Sometimes I can't get over the fact that you were just not meant for me.
& we were not meant to be.
I spent all these years angry at you
All these months angry at you
All these weeks angry at you
All these days angry at youAll this time angry with myself.
I can't get over the fact that I was desperate to hold onto what was not meant for me.
Who was that?
That impatient old me.
But now:
I'm not angry
I let you go
& thought about what God has in store for me.
Maybe that's what's meant for me.
Meant to be.