"Y/n, can we use your room for practice?" Her sister asked for a permission. "Yes of course why not, can I watch you guys practice? Please please please" she begged cutely. "Of course you can" Liyin linked her arm to his sister and brought her along to the room. The practice has lasted in an hour but she still couldn't stop resists herself from not looking at Chen who is singing peacefully. She stared at him and tilted her head everytime Chen caught her looking at him. It gives a weird feeling for the both of them. Chen couldn't focused while she's too focused, different things happen but one thing that Liyin sure of herself, her sister and Chen has fall in love with each other. Liyin chuckles whenever Chen forgetting his lyrics. "Alright Chen, we should end this now."
The night has come and she needs to sleep. The problem is, she can't sleep. Thinking about her meeting Chen makes it hard. Then she heard someone knocks on her door. "Come in" she says, "am I bothering you?" Liyin asked, "nope" she answered while welcoming her sister with a grin on his face. "You look so happy today?" Liyin asked, more like a statement. "Kinda" she replied sheepishly. "May I ask you something my sister?" She nodded her head. "Do you like Chen?" She started to bawling her eyes out, she never expected that question. "Nooo, we've just met how do you expect me to like him?" She tried to deny it so hard but her blushed red cheek shows it all. "You like him don't you?" She chuckles at her sister last sentence.
"You see, Chen is really a nice person, you two can get along really well." She stared at her sister's eyes, seems interested with the story. "How close are you with him eonnie? Tell me more about him." She pleaded, "We're best friend, but I'm more like his noona. He's like this......"
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With the help of her sister, she is now dating Chen. She would always accompanied him for vocal class, Liyin would be with them too, most of the time. She couldn't complains. Not her sister was being protective but Chen and Liyin is inseparable. She envies her for that but she understands their friendship means more than this lacking new love relationship she builds together with Chen. She wasn't sure whether he's ready or maybe she's just taking everything too soon.
She feels insecure and ignored all the time. There will always be Chen&Liyin against the world, she feels worthless. Kinda asking why is she still there watching them making dumb jokes and laughing to each other when she could just leave and do something.
There are times when Chen would persuade her with chocolates and she would forgives him because there is nothing left to do than to forgive someone you love. When you want or need to be with someone you love, whether they shit on the top of your face, you will always accepting their apologies. Good or bad is not an exception.
"Knock knock" her family heard someone knocking on the door, as the youngest she takes the responsibility to check up on the person outside. She was surprised to see him. "Oh hi Chen, I thought our date is at 4pm, its still 12 in the noon-" "No I am here to meet Liyin noona I have something to show her" he was startled at his own sentences. He hurt her again, she could feel the same knife stabbing on the same spot, its like exposing yourself for the same old pain. "Oh please come in" faking a smile she invites him in while trying to hold the lump in her throat, all she needs is crying her heart out. She peeked through her sister's door room and hides in behind the door, "Noona, I got an offer to University of Dongguk!!" Chen squeals at Liyin, he was so happy, he never acted that way with her. She knew she was nothing to him so she made a bold decision. She paled, raising a hand to cover her beating heart as she took in the scene in front of her.
