You fastened your move to catch the train to your company. The train was packed but you managed to get in. "Alone huh?" A guy whispered to your ear, his breath hitched that it tickles you. You didn't mind him since you were afraid he might do something bad. You rotated your head to the other side but you can hear the other chuckles to himself. You bite your lips in frustration. "Im not a bad person you little muffin" he whispered again, you turned your head to him and you were relieved. "Oh its you Sehunnie..."
"Actually I have something to tell you...." Sehun said, while stuttering his every sentence. "Ok what is it?" You asked him, you were excited since you never really had a chance to talk with Sehun. He was different with you today, he was being him. So gentle and sweet. "I- I really...." "Oh wait we have arrived!" You got up from your seat without letting him finishing his sentence. "Come on lets go now!" You pulled Sehun's hand who was being numb before he got stuck in the train to the next station.
"Are you free this weekend?" EXO's manager asked you while walking around you. "I am, why Kang oppa?" You asked him back, "We need your help to be our crew member for EXO's concert, is that okay with you?" He said then you shook your head several times. You were always wanted to join them backstage, being their crew is actually a bonus. You're not gonna miss this chance.
Kai peeked through the door and misheard your conversation, "our crew huh?" He said to himself. He already made up plans in his mind.
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"Don't you think this dress-?" You tilted your head 360 degree when you lost sight of Kai. "Where the hell is he haihh" you mumbled to yourself. As you were busy looking through each clothes on the store, someone patted your back. "Y/n? Our chef?" You looked up to him from head to toe. He looks really handsome and smart! "Yes, oh hi Tao! Are you alone? You questioned him. He just smiled and replied with, "yes, are you alone too?" "No, she's not she's with me Tao-yah," Kai came and answered it for you. "Lets go babe, we have to go now." Kai pulled you away from Tao before bid him goodbye. "Call me!" Tao shouted.
"Why don't we just hang out with him?" You started up conversation with Kai since he has been daydreaming in front of you. "Him? Who?" He asked back in confusion. "I was talking about Tao you pabo!" You hit his head lightly. "Ouchhhh" he moaned, all you can do is laughing. "I'll kiss you if you won't stop laughing." He exclaimed. "Alright alright Im sorry" you said, but still laughing. Kai has lost his patience, he abruptly pulled your head and he kissed you. You froze in your spot and let him do his job. "Hahah look who's laughing now," he said after pulling off the kiss, "aigooo look at your face, why so blushing?" He pinched your cheek. "Ah shut up shut up" you responded. You can clearly see your redden cheek at the mirror not so far from your seat. You secretly smiled to yourself. "I have something for you," finally Kai spoke up after the pregnant silence between you two. "Huh?" You raised your eyebrow.
"I heard that you're going to be our crew, so I bought you a new dress."
"Thank you but don't you think its too much for me to wear a dress while working? I mean, Im just your backstage crew."
"You'll look pretty in this dress, I swear."
"But-"
"Wear this or I'll kiss you again."
"Kiss me then." You said to yourself, clearly not having the guts to let him hear it.
"Okay, if you have said so." You smiled at him while taking the box he wrapped with ribbons.
"Im sorry babe but I have to go now, I have schedules, see you!" Kai excused himself but he didn't forget to leave a peck on your forehead. It was like his routine. You still couldn't figure out the feeling you have for him. He's the first guy to ever steal your heart, especially your attention. Maybe he could be your first love. You smiled to yourself while looking through each images of you with Kai, you were too focused that you didn't completed oblivious over the fact something is standing in front of you. He pursed a smile when you looked up to him with your shock face. "Hi Tao! Come have a sit," you said and he sits beside of you instead,
"I was looking for you anywhere you know, glad that I met you here." He said while catching a breath, you know he really means the words he said. "I'm sorry, I never thought you would..... want to search for me?" You exclaimed, furrowing your eyebrows. "You know..." He cleared his throat, "We didn't have a good meeting before and I feel bad that you have to see me naked that day, but I'm Tao, and I like you!"
"What?!" You jerked your head as soon as you heard his confession. A confession? Or rather than just a joke made by this playful fab maknae? He laughed with your quick response. You let out a sigh of relief. At least you know he wasn't serious. "I like you as my chef..." He stated. "Oh I thought... that you... really like me...." You responded each word one by one. "Me? Like you? No never" he said lowly, "If you don't like me, then its good, I like that way better." You said.
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As you were preparing your things for tomorrow schedules, you heard someone knocking on your door room. "Come in," you shouted, "its me Sehun" he came in and made his way to your bed. "Is it true that you're going to be our crew tomorrow?" He asked, you nodded your head in agreement. "Oh i see...." He stayed silent for a while that it made you feel guilty. "Are you hungry Sehun? Cause if you-" He didn't let you finished your sentence when he drew his body closer to you. Sehun cupped your face and you can feel your heart thumping faster when your eyes met him. "Theres a thread on your face, it must be from your clothes." He said while removing whatever thing that he muttered just know. You couldn't think clearly when he was around you. He gave you a certain weird feeling, it made you crazy. He backed up a little and sit back on his place before. "What are you going to wear tomorrow?" He asked, to break the awkwardness in the two of you. You ran to your closet and reached for the dress that Kai bought specially for you to wear tomorrow. "This one!" You said in excitement while dancing around with the dress. "Kai bought this for me," you said.
"Do you like him that much?" He asked, which made your brain stop functioning. You knew your attention constantly moved to Kai recently but you never expected that people would actually concluded that you like him. Yeah maybe you do but you don't know if Kai really likes you too. You clearly don't want your close relationship with him to end, you kinda wish that he will likes you back. You stopped and think for a while, leaving Sehun alone with his question. "Yes, I like him." You said, when you know that your heart says the same thing as your mind does.
Sehun sees the light in your eyes, he sees your eyes shine, the occurred smile on your lips whenever you talk about Kai. That's when he knows he wasn't the one. But he's not going to give up on you yet. No never. Maybe the time doesn't let you to be together with him. But he believes you will be his soon. Sehun walked out from your room, leaving you with sentences he wished he would have told you earlier.
"You should have opened your eyes, I was crazy for you." He said, tilting his head back to see you for the last time of the day before picking up the senses that you weren't going to be his in anytime soon.
