Our faces were inches away he held his breath so frustrated by the small distance between us
My face muscles relaxed but my eyes still had a very cold emotionless look
_" you never stop with your arrogant rude remarks huh ? " i said very calmly
_" oh..... I can really understand if you don't trust me, you don't know me..... But to not trust your own brother...... Then you have a problem boy " i said pushing slowly a lock of hair that fell on his forehead
_" boy? " he said raising an eyebrow
I fixed my posture looking down at him
_" yes, judging from your behavior ".
His face became red and he had a sharp look
_" you.... ".
I raised my hand to stop him
_" shh... He is like a brother to me and don't talk about things you don't know please.... Now if you don't have any other rude remarks to add i will change my clothes and help you clean yourself ".
I headed to the bathroom leaving him blinking
I made sure to walk slowly to seem relaxed and as soon as i closed the bathroom door i leaned on the wall letting out a big breath
I was surprised by my own boldness, i laughed remembering his expression
It was my first victoryI changed my clothes and putted on my scarf after that i joined him and helped him get in the bathroom
He laid down on a long chair his head thrown on the back so i can wash his hair
He was so calm and didn't show any anger
I was washing and massaging at same time he closed his eyes then opened them again after a while to look at me
_" do you feel better?" i asked
_" yeah.... Thank you ".
I smiled and continued
After we finished i helped him to get in the bed
_" take.... " he said with my two books on his hand
_" oh.. Have you read the two ".
_" just one, it was good... But what catched my attention was something else.... ".
I didn't understand what he was referring to, but once he showed me the small envelope on his hand reality hit me_" a letter for my future husband... " he said reading the title with a mocking smile
I ran up to him and took it quickly from his hand
My cheeks were burning and i wanted to bury myself from embarrassmentIt was a letter that i wrote back in the days when i still dreamt of meeting true love
_" so...... Who is he? ".
_" huh? ".
_" to whom did you write it ? you had a lover? ".
_" are you dumb? I Clearly said in the letter that i don't Know who.... But i just wrote it it's nothing ".
It was that kind of letters you write for a future event 10 years or 5 years from now
I promised that i will make sure to preserve everything until i meet " Him "
Love, the kind of looks that a lover gives, the smiles........ All of it
_" if it was nothing... then why are you holding it like that ".
I didn't realise that i was holding it next to my chest and looking down at it.I rolled it in my hand slowly crashing it
_" it meant before but now it's useless...... I have nothing to give ".
I said looking him in the eyes and throwing the letter in the trash
He understood what i meant very clearly seeing the way his smile disappeared and how he lowered his head
The tension was big and i felt suffocated in the room
I needed to get out of there_" do you need something from the kitchen?" i said softly hoping not to show my weakness but i knew my eyes betrayed me
He looked at me with pity ..... Exactly what i did not want
_" no, thank you mira ".
The truth is that i wasn't going to the kitchen...i escaped to where Ren was
The place where i can let it all out* i am yours since the day i was born
I don't know you yet but i will love
Only you, purity may seem to others
That it's about physical contacts but
For me it means that my heart will
Be innocent until i meet you
That you are the only one who will
See that side of me
When i say that i am yours i mean
Everything, never been someone's
Else emotionally and physically
Only yours *.I remember the words that i wrote clearly
Because I've meant every single one of them
But all that happened recently changed everythingMy only thoughts were about how to get my life back
Sometimes i think that this is my life... That i have to deal with itThat those persons ali papa aissa, amina and even okba are supposed to be in my life
Because every person comes into our journey for a reason
We don't know but allah knows
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_ " how was uni mira?" we were having dinner when papa aissa asked me
_" it was fine, they didn't start finals yet i have to get notes from other students but i will be fine ".The truth is i didn't go but thankfully i knew how the schedule was
_" shouldn't you take care of your husband instead " said samia
_" mother, i am all fine let her be " said okba annoyed
_" hmm " for the first time she didn't say something back
Days went by and i finally restarted my studies, i help ali to revise in the evening and study on my own the night sometimes in his room
Okba insisted many time that i should revise in our chamber he would come often to check on me and sit with me and ali
_" aagh why are you doing this to me, i have enough homework to do " said ali laying on the bed
I stood beside the bed hands on my hips then grabbed his ear
_" ouch! ".
_" you are going to solve all those exercises, and if you don't do well in your exams i will eat you alive " i warned
_" do it or it will be your end " said okba laughing at his brotherHe stood on the door way leaning on the frame side
_" she is torturing me and you are laughing! " complained ali_" i will bring my stuff and comeback you better start "i warned before getting out
Okba followed me to our room
_" you are giving him a hard time huh? " he laughed
_" yes. I want to help him with all i can before i leave "His expression changed
_" leave?.... What do you mean ? ".
_" after we get a divorce, did you forget? ".
He came closer and lowered his head to my level with a serious gaze
_" what divorce?... No one is going to get divorced "...........................
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I hope you like this new chapter
Next time incha allah 🙏
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Never Yours : Allah Knows Best
General Fiction"I can't believe that my father has choosed a slut to be my wife ! " I have been wronged , rumored to be impure and forced to marry an arrogant stranger He looks at me with disgust and hate Will he ever know the truth ? Will he ever love me ?