Namjoon X Suicidal/Depressed Reader

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Requested by @cookies_and_tae

Im so so so sorry for the long wait things happened but I hope you enjoy this chapter also please don't forget to like, comment and request

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I woke up to screaming once again and looked at the clock it was 4:52 I decided to get up and get ready for school since I probably wasn't going to get andmore sleep with all the screaming I decide to listen to see what they were saying

"WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST GET AN ABORTION"

"YOU WERE THE WHO DIDN'T USE A CONDOM"

"WELL WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WITH THE USLSS DAUGHTER WE HAVE"

"WHY SHOULD I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO GET MORE BEER"

Same as last time I locked my door to try to keep away from my father when moms gone its 100x worse then when there both here I went to go get dressed and got my school think together I was about to climb through the window when my dad started to bang on the door

"HEY YOU UP I NEED BREAKFAST WHORE GET UP"

He started to jiggle the handle

"WHY IS IT LOCKED"

I jumped out the window and sprinted to the bus stop i knew I would get in a lot of trouble when I got home but I would rather get more buses during and after school instead of before during and after the bus came about 10 minutes after I got there I got on and put in my ear phones once I got to school I pulled down my sleeves more to make sure no one could see the scars it was a rumor that I did cut myself but no one ever saw the scars and I want to keep it that way

"Did you hear about the new boy"

"I saw him this morning"

"I wonder who he's going to date"

"I hope it's me"

I cringed not only at the high pitched voices of the girls but at the thought of a new boy the bell rang and I sprinted to class not wanting to be late again I got to class and got in my seat

"Class we have a new student his name is Namjoon please take care of him"

Namjoon I knew that name from somewhere I looked up and saw the face that left me

Flashback

"Y/N I need to tell you something"

"What is it Namjoonie"

"I um I'm moving"

"What do you mean"

"I'm moving to (random place) I leave tonight I'm sorry "

"You're leaving me alone with my family the real monsters"

"I'm sorry"

He turned around around and left just like that

End of flashback

He looked at me and I could see fear and sadness in his eyes

"Ok could you please go sit next to Y/N"

He nodded and came to sit next to me he sat down and I ignored him through the entire class period once the bell rang he grabbed my wrist and pulled me up to the roof I was whimpering the whole time hoping that he wouldn't find out about the old and new scars

"Y/N I'm so sorry I didn't want to leave my family made me.......why is there blood on your wrist"

I looked down at my wrist my sleeve had been pulled and the cuts had opened

"Why did you do this"

"You left me to the monsters"

"Are you serious I left and you do this"

I looked down in shame

'You did it again'

'See no one cares about you'

'All you do is make things worse'

"I-Im sorry"

I felt someone give me a warm hug and cold wet tears on the top of my head

"I'm sorry Y/N shouldn't have done that you shouldn't be sorry I shouldn't have left you with them but I want you to promise me that you won't do this again"

"I can't I'm sorry"

"Then come with me I can't have you hurt yourself like this please"

"No I'm not going to be more of a burden than I already am"

"Your not a burden and you don't really have a choice"

————————————————————————-Sorry for the shorter chapter but still hope you enjoyed

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