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Taehyung X Depressed suicidal reader

Requested by @maro-sai
Thank you for the request and I'm so so sorry for how long this took I'm still figuring things out with school and I finally bought myself a computer yay. Anyway I took a slightly different approach to this one so I hope you enjoy and ya. Stay safe everyone love you guys

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My best friend Tae was coming over and I was just sitting on my computer reading emails from work. I clicked on the next one without reading who it was from. It turned out it was my mom I sighed and started to read. It was yet another email since I blocked her on my phone, it was another one saying how I owed her money and my life. I rubbed my eyes having not eaten in a while, I stood up and walked into my room to change. I heard Tae come in since he has a spare key.
"Hey Y/N I'm here, Where are you?"

"I'm in my bedroom, give me a sec."

I quickly changed, hiding my skeletal figure. I walked back out and hugged him, having to go up on my tip-toes since he's so tall. He smiled down at me going to the kitchen.

"I'm going to make you lunch, what do you want?"

I rubbed my arms thinking for a second. Not wanting to make him feel bad I yelled out a yes and walked into my bedroom.. I grabbed my phone making sure I could eat what he was making.

"Hey y/n, what's this?"

I sat my phone down walking back into the living room of my apartment. I walk in to see him looking at my computer.

"Oh, it's just emails from work."

"No, It's the one from your mom."

My eyes went wide as I quickly shuffled to my computer and shut it. I shook my head motining him back into the kitchen to help him with lunch. I could feel his eyes burning into the back of my head as I made the ramen. I finished and turned around, putting it into two bowls.
I smiled back at him and walked to my table setting the bowls down. He followed me and sat down not taking his eyes off me.

"Y/n please, talk to me. I know what I read in that email and I didn't like it."

"It's nothing really, please just forget about it."

"I've noticed how you don't eat too. I know you think oversized clothes can hide it but I can see."

I bit my lip not wanting to answer. I moved my noodles around tears coming to the front of my eyes. I know that he loved me but I couldn't bring myself to answer.

"Please let me help you."

He reached forward and grabbed my hand rubbing his thumb along my knuckles.

I looked up and smiled back at him, the tears finally falling, I wiped them off with my other hand and nodded smiling a genuine smile