The "Story of My Life"

Disclaimer

Disclaimer: to those who are reading this, there is something I want you all to understand before you continue. I'm sure most of you are aware of my long list of mental health diagnosises, or could at least assume that I have a long list of mental health issues by getting to know me. I need you all to understand the diagnostics before you read this whole thing. I am diagnosed with those as followed:
·Severe Major Depression
·Major Depressive Disorder
·Generalized Anxiety Disorder
·Alcohol Use Disorder
·Substance Use Disorder
·Bipolar Disorder
·Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
·Borderline Personality Disorder
·Schizoaffective Disorder

I encourage you to familiarize yourself with these things if you aren't already. However, for a general understanding, I am going to copy and paste some symptoms and etc that may help you to understand why I was diagnosed with these things.

·Efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment, such as rapidly initiating intimate relationships or cutting off communication with someone in anticipation of being abandoned
·A pattern of intense and unstable relationships with friends, family
·Impulsive and often dangerous behaviors, such as spending sprees,  unsafe sex, subtance abuse, reckless driving, and binge eating.
·Feelings of dissociation, such as feeling cut off from oneself, seeing one from outside one's own body, or feelings of unreality.
·Disorganized thinking. A person may switch very quickly from one topic to another or provide answers that are completely unrelated.

Beginning to sound like me? Then, there is the more serious symptoms, such as hallucinations, delusions, the typical, you know. Hearing things, seeing things that aren't really there, bouts of paranoia and rage.

The point is, and I want to make sure everyone reading this understands it, I am psychotic. I am a diagnosed psychopath. I am a pathological liar, I am a narcissist. But believe me when I tell you this, everything you have read so far and everything you will read is the truth. The complete, raw, unfiltered version of my truth. Take that as you will, but my truth is my truth, no one else's. Believe me as you choose, but I will stand by everything I will write here until the end of time.

Here is my story.