09/30/18
dear joon,
how long will you make me wait? no communication, no whatever. namjoon i will not wait for you for forever. i'm a person who gets tired. i'm getting tired. everyday i wait for your call, everyday i wait for you, but at the end, there's nothing but myself hoping that maybe, someday you'll remember us.
have you forgotten about us? do you remember our first fight? it was so funny because we were fighting about who ate the last chicken. i miss those kinds of fights, and we rarely fight. but you know what? i'd rather fight with you everyday than having us not talk. i'd take those ugly times rather than no times at all. i'll do anything to bring the old us back.
it feels like you're moving forward without me. please don't leave me namjoon. please.
- n. sh
