I wish you would have told me everything earlier. How it hurt, how you suffered from depression, but you decided to end it alone....
You and Renjun were dating for 2 years. Tomorrow is your anniversary and Renjun was planning to suprise you. You worked hard for your debut and it was really hard for you to learn since you were foreigner, but Renjun was by yourside.
Renjun POV
"Guys what do you think, is this ok? What bow should I put, pink or yellow? Ughh, I want everything to be perfect" Renjun said as other members helped him to prepare the present
"Jaemin give me that sticker" Renjun said as Jaemin looked for it. Jeno turned on the TV, because it was too quiet
"Ohh news are starting" Jeno said as other guys laughed
"This is borning turn them off" Chenle said but Mark quickly stopped them
"GUYS, LOOK!" Mark shouted as reporter announced
"Famous trainee under YG Entertainment, yesterday at 3:47 a.m. was found dead in her dorm with her wrists cut. Medics tried to save her but she didn't make it. (Your last name) Y/N funeral will be held on November 12th. May she rest in peace" After that all members looked at Renjun. The boy just sat there frozen looking at the screen, his white skin got more pale
"Renjun-ah..." Mark said as Renjun looked at the photos of you that TV was showing
"No no no, this is not true, maybe it's another Y/N" Renjun couldn't believe that his love is gone
All members gathered and hugged him. Renjun screamed feeling angry at himself, he felt that it was his fault that he wasn't by your side all the time
He pushed all members away and started calling you. He was panicking and shaking
"Y/N baby, pick up, come on don't do this" He said while crying. Renjun got on his knees while Mark hugged him
"Renjun, she is gone, Y/N is in better place right now" All members tried to calm Renjun down, but he just took the present with him and locked himself in the room
After few minutes other NCT members called and talked what happened
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After your funeral Renjun started struggling to focus on his practices and upcoming shows, members asked him if he want to do vlive with them he said no, if he wants to eat, he said no. All the time he wanted to be alone. Manager wanted him to see the psychologist, but he refused. All members thought that they lost their funny and savage guy
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After one week~
Renjun started to open himself more, he talked with his parents, your parents but it was hard for him not to cry. Today all 17 members gathered to practice room for Black On Black dance practice. They stood in their spots and Renjun walked in. All members said hi and asked how is he. Renjun just slightly nodded and stood in his spot. They were ready to practice when manager ran in
"Renjun, I have something for you!" Renjun gave him some blank as he looked at it and opened. When he saw it what was inside he dropped the letter and sat on couch crying. Taeyong picked up the paper and looked at others
"It's- it's a letter from Y/N...to Renjun" All guys gasped and looked at Renjun who was trying to calm down
"Do you want me to read it, or you want to read it by yourself?" Taeyong carefully asked as Renjun blinked twice
"Yes hyung, please read it" All members sat beside Renjun as Taeyong stood in front of them
"Ok, wow it's really hard" Taeyong said as he turned around trying not to cry
"Hey Renjunie it's me, Y/N. If you're reading this, it means I'm not by your side anymore. Baby, from the first day we met in that cafe shop, till now, I love you. You were my sunshine, my life, my love and everything. I know that it's hard for you, but stay strong, now as I'm looking at you from the sky, I want to see your beautiful smile, your cute eyes. Remember to work hard, love your fans never betray them, everyone loves you baby! I'm so proud that now you're living your best life, even without me. My life was too harsh for me, so I decided to end it. I know it's hard for you, but you can do it, you're the best baby! And too all other members, you all were like brothers, like my true family. I will always love you all! Now that I'm gone, please remember me
Y/N"
After your letter all members couldn't stop shedding their tears. Now they perfectly knew how Renjun feels
"We will do our best, and make Y/N proud of us" Lucas said as other members couldn't stop crying
"Guys, this is her last interview" Manager said as he played the video and left
"Hii~ I'm Y/N, trainee under YG Entrainment answering the questions you sent!
Q: How long have you and Renjun been dating?
Almost two years, after few days it will be our anniversary! Yay, guys later I will show you what I got for him!
Q: How you two met?
Ohh, when I just got in Korea I met him in Cafe near SM Entrainment, woah I thought how can someone be this handsome and perfect, hehe, can you cut that out, I'm embarrassed😂
Q: How your and his fans reacted to your dating announcement?
Not everyone thought that it was best idea and I almost got kicked out from YG, of course at first we suffered a lot but after some time, fans got used to it and supported us
It was Y/N, bye bye! I love you guys, and you Renjun too!
Okay...CUT!"
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Nowadays it's really hard for me because.....I feel that Renjun is becoming my new bias, while I tried to stay loyal to Jisung. Being NCT fan is really hard right?😭😂
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