To have learned about love and mistakes

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You ran until your feet hurt..making you fall to the ground on your butt "w-woah y-y/n?! Are you al-alright !" You heard the familiar stutter of Billy "N-no!!" You yelled out "EVERYTHING HAS GONE TO HELL!!" You screamed louder drawing attention from Billy's neighbors "y-yn..." you looked up at Billy with tears streaming down your face "you a-are bl-bleeding" he picked you up and you had blood seeping from the front of your yellow dress "I'm sorry" you nuzzled your face into his neck "m-mom where's the f-first aid k-kit?!" He yelled out setting you on the bed laying you down..he walked out of the room and you just stared at his ceiling "y/n" you looked at him "y-y/n your dress.." he said and at this point you didn't care so you took off your dress knowing fully well you would never be able to wear it again..he had unwrapped the bandages Stanley had put on last night "I-it looks b-better kinda..T-this is G-going to b-b-burn" he said and gently washed away the blood with rubbing alcohol you winced closing your eyes "I-I.." he stopped and bandaged it back up "b-brand new" he said and helped you up handing you a shirt and avoiding looking at you more than needed "thank you Billy.." you said sitting at the edge of the bed "y/n ...my clock is fading.." he said sitting besides you,you looked up panicking "t-this can't be! No no you will find love!" You said grabbing his arm and looked ..it's barely there.. you looked up and he gave you a broken smile .. "I-its okay .." he said pulling his arm away gently ..you stuck your arm out your clock looks like a sharpie mark slowly rubbing off.. "Billy...i wanted to love someone one day.." you said looking him in the eyes "what if this means we won't be here long enough to love anyone?" You asked laying back "Pl-please don't say that..y-y/n" he laid beside you turning your body to face his "It is impossible to feel such feelings when you are our age we must wait .." he said .. shocking you that he had no stutter at the moment "Billy.." you leaned forward kissing him softly resting Your hand on his cheek .. you pulled away "y-y/n ..I -I" before he could finish his sentence Your were already up and out of the room.. you are are a hypocrite..you just did the same thing richie did to you !! This is why you are fading .. you have no idea where to go what you are doing.. you have to keep running running without aim ..until you reached the edge of the quarry cliff "WHY MUST LOVE EXIST?!" You screamed at the top of your lungs "If love didn't exist we wouldn't learn from our hearts mistakes.." Someone said making you flinch and almost fall off the cliff before getting caught .. "you don't understand.." you said looking up revealing Henry... "but I do y/n I really do" ..he looked at you sadly "I won't be here for much longer .." you moved away "w-what? Henry are you fading too?" He nodded sitting down by a tree .. "y/n come here" he beckoned and you walked over next thing you know ..you are straddling his lap ((((SLIGHTLY EXPLICIT!!!)))) "I love you .." he said and kissed you hard running his hands up your bare legs "h-Henry.." ..he slipped off your shirt and sucked on your neck softly .. (((explicit ends here)))"HENRY BOWERS  WHERE THE FUCK ARE YA?!?" You heard an angry voice coming from the trees Henry pulled you both up and you slipped your shirt back on.. "I'm sorry y/n.." he said before running away leaving you dazed

This whole day as been one giant mistake ..

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