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** trigger warning has to do with suicide **

My door creaked open a little I looked over and it was my brother
"A "
He said in a voice that seemed far away that was almost like a whisper
"What's up jack "
He fell to the flor I ran over to him and he said in a voice that faded in and out
" it's all in my notebook ... I'm sorry ... sleepy time bye-bye "
He fell limp
"Jack ... JACK!"
I was shaking him and he didn't move my mom ran in and then passed out and hit her head. I found my phone and called 911
" hello this is 911 what's You're emergency "
"My Ummm "
"Miss"
"My brother he um he just killed himself can you send an ambulance ... my mom passed out and hit her head also "
"Where are you Hunny "
I told her the address then hung up and went to find the notebook he mentioned then went downstairs. When I sat down on the step a paper fell out

A
I'm sorry I really am I don't want you to blame yourself ok you did everything right. I know it will be hard but you'll be ok. You better live you're a dream ( whatever that may be ) I don't know if heaven is real or if I'll go there but where ever I end up I'll always be watching. I love you and I'm so sorry that I did this just like dad did when you were 5 and I was 4. The pills are kicking in and I'm scared I love you A
Forever
- jack

Someone knocked on the door I opened it and just pointed upstairs and they went the last thing I said was
"I love you J"
As they took him. It's been 3 years and he would have now been 16.

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