Summer Consequences (Camila/y/n)

Chapter 4

Y/N's POV:

The performance was going well. I kept my head down the whole time as I felt like she was just staring straight at me

I wore my helmet. Why? Because it was kinda my thing. At first I wore it when we started doing early performances because I was shy and got stage fright. But as time went on and Kevin started getting more known people referred to me as Helmet girl, or the girl who plays guitar with a helmet on

Kinda like my own character. He told me to keep it because it was slowly becoming a crowd favorite

Kind of like a daft punk, deadmau5, marshmellow thing.

I saw camila confused at first but she slowly saw how the crowd reacted to it

It was cool the way the crowd sang along to Kevin's words

We began another song and the crowd just started belting

"My boyfriend saved me, my mother's homophobic
I'm stuck in the closet, I'm so claustrophobic"

I started the subtle guitar playing beat as the crowd cheered

"Miserable America, assassinate my character
Miserable America, assassinate my character"

As the crowd began to sing loudly to the ending words

"I don't care no more, I don't care no more, I don't, I don't"

I looked up to see camila looking, slightly moved. Not like she was gonna cry but she looked emotional as she listened to the words in the song

Next came a song that Kevin raps hard in. He didn't need a band for this one so I removed my guitar and just went backstage to drink some water and rest

"I spit my heart out, lookin' out for my best interests
He gave me good head, peepin' out while the windows tinted"

Looking up to see camila bopping her head to the beat

"I told my mom I was gay, why the fuck she ain't listen?
I signed a pub deal and her opinion fuckin' disappearin'"

The face camila made as she listened to the lyrics was unreadable to me

"Is it homophobic to only hook up with straight *****?
You know, like closet ******, masc-type
Why don't you take that mask off? That's the thought I had last night"

The crowd shouted. Camila bit her lip. She looked almost offended

"Why you always rap about bein' gay?
'Cause not enough ****** rappin' be gay
Where I come from ****** get called "f*gg*t" and killed
So I'ma get head from a ***** right here
And they can come and cut my hand off and
And my legs off and
And I'ma still be a boss 'til my head go, yeah"

That was always a fun song to perform. I loved Kevin's concerts because there was never any discrimination or hate. Everyone here loved one another because that's all he was about

Kevin was so proud about being gay and I loved that because it took him a long time to be proud of that. He loved accepting and bringing in his fans to let them know they weren't alone.

The show ended soon after and I removed the helmet leaving me to be a sweaty mess under it

"You did good babay" Kevin said high fiving me

"You too king" I replied

"Hey" we heard as we turned around

We saw jaden, who was Kevin's boyfriend with Camila