This is more for me to vent then anything, ya'll just get to see it.....
If you read the short story then you know about my friend and I having a little fight before my hospitalization......
We talked......
And now I'm completely friendless....
I fucked up....
I know I did....
I caused this... I let this happen
She tried to help me....
But I pushed away and let my emotions be build up and looked where it got me
In the hospital and the one person who loved and cared about me GONE!
I'm a selfish, fucked up human being!
If anything happens to her.... I'll be at fault, I caused it...
She was there for 7+ years and it's gone..... all caused I'm a pussy and couldn't express my emotions....
Cause I'm afraid of people leaving me and saying how I feel doesn't matter....
Well congratu-fucking-lations me, I lost my best friend and now you have nobody....
Fucking no one.......
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Ngẫu nhiênDoing whatever I want in this book. I could be updating a story. Weeeeelllll, you know I like to procrastinate lmao