toxic love // brandon arreaga

chapter three

zion eventually showed his face, stinking, as soon as he walked in, awe all held our noses in disbelief, how did he have the nerves to come to rehersal stinking like that, nick said that he was lucky that simon had just left, because he would be in alot of trouble, we couldn't do rehearsal with z looking like that so we cut rehearsal short and forced him to go home and not to malu's bacause we know what his real motives are, austin dragged him after he attempted to escape by saying he wanted the toilet, naaaahhhh we knew his true motives. he's whipped for that girl, i wish he could see her real colours.

we got home and saw mama porter whipping up some food for us, each month one of our mums look after us beacause we are all under 18 so technically we all have to, we all threw ourselves on the couch, zion was a full mood, didnt want to cooperate in amything, he eventually went to his room and took his negative vibes with him, we all ate and i hoped on twitter to see all the beanz flooding me with messages of reassurance, they always know what makes me happy.

hours passed with me and the boys just chilling, we all made our ways to our rooms, i couldnt sleep so i called char, i felt down and she always cheers me up, she picked up well atleast she didnt know that she did, all i could hear was another man in the back, she was cheating on me, the one person i trusted, and she did me like that. i cried myself to sleep but was so hurt by everything, char, malu and all the pain. words fell into mouth. "it takes a month before i'm back doing the same thing".  that was so true, i thought i had healed but i'm just back overthinking everything i have, i was so hurt, from that day on, nobody is next, im never falling in love like i did before