Hey y'all I know I haven't been active with this book and that's only because of a recent death in my family that really put a hole in my heart 💔 I can't even explains how much I miss him and I know y'all understand what I'm going through.
So this chapter is dedicated to him
|LLBB👼🕊|
She's also 19 now
Ka'Nylah Monroe James
6 years ago
I had just sat down in my chair as then bell just rung and everybody was dismissed from 6th period.
I got up making sure I had my practice before going into the bathroom.
I changed into my clothes going into the gym for step practice.
After an hour of practicing with the team I dicided that I would take a break going over and sitting down getting my phone out.
I turned my phone one and I had 16 miss calls from my cousin Kay Kay 28 miss calls from my other cousin ty 30 miss I read most of the messages and most of them just said
Nylah guess what
Nylah answer the phone
Ykw nvm
I sighed and rolled my eyes texting them back saying I was at practice then going back about my business.
After we practiced a few more steps we were finally finished. I ran out into the hallway getting some water from the fountain then going back back in the gym to get my stuff.
"Yo momma dropping me off today right" I asked walking side by side with Bre, she nodded her head and pushed the door open "that reminds me bitch I got tea" she exclaimed.
I laughed while listening to what happened in her second period.
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"I'm home family" I had yelled as soon as I got into the house. I closed and locked yo screen door before closing the door.
I dropped my book bag off in my room before running to my moms room. I guess she was home today because her car was out side.
I walked in her room seeing her clothes scattered across the bed and a Victoria secret bad on the bed as she was packing her stuff.
My face softened as I watched her intently. " momma can I call uncle boo boo he missed my birthday" I had cheesed.
As soon as those words came out my mouth she busted out crying I looked at her surprised because I had never seen my momma cry.
I ran over to her wrapping my arms around her "momma what's wrong" I asked letting go only for her to shake her head.
I went back to the other side of the bed resting my hands there it was so sad to see my momma cry.
Quan came inside of the room and I could even see a few tears in his eyes and rolling down his cheeks I looked at him wondering what happened.
" what happed" I asked he shook his head also. I looked around the room waiting for an answer " Can somebody just tell me what happened" I asked getting a little annoyed. I looked at my dad "you know what happend" I asked he hooded his head as every body's eyes went from my dad to me.
I looked up at him "boo boo died today" when those words rolled off his tongue and hit my ear my head started spinning. And I felt my whole world break into pieces as I grabbed the courage to get up and walk out the room while everyone watched.
I went downstairs in the living room and sat there crying my heart out I just couldn't process it through my brain that he was gone.
I brother came downstairs and hugged my tight it felt good to see that my family was gonna be there for me.
I loved my uncle like a whole nother father. I sat there and just cried in his arms while he held me tight shedding a couple tears.
After the day of the funeral my momma had never been the same. My dad had found out that Quan wasn't his so he started beating them both.
I tired to save him but that resulted me with a black eye and a broken rib cage.
Ever since that my family had never been the same. My momma was filling my daddy like a lost puppy. My cousins aunty and uncles didn't wanna see us so I couldn't see ty or Kay.
The only person that was there for me was my grandma. She called me day by day just me make sure I was okay.
My brother ran away Bre was getting sold, my family was broken and I couldn't do nothing bout it.
LLBB👼🕊 I love you so much rest easy ❤️
This chapter made me cry and. I love him so much I just wish he was here, and I miss him.
So here y'all go I will be coming back fully soon I just need time to get this out my first priority. I love y'all so much❤️
