I had just got the letter telling me to report back to Hogwarts for my last and Eighth year. Of course I was nervous. "Draco dear! You must go get packed and make sure you actually sleep tonight." My mother called out. My father was shipped off and probably killed. "Yes mother" I got up from the dinner table and walked up the stairs and to my room. I literally fell face first on my bed, because I hadn't eaten in a while. A little while later I passed out and once I woke up, I got up and walked to my wardrobe, stumbling on my own feet. I heard my phone go off. "Hm?" I walked to my phone with black and dark green clothes in my hands, it was a text from Harry. 'Why was he texting me?' I thought. It read, 'Hey Draco, could you stay up and Skype me until I fall asleep?' Of course I wanted to but I didn't want him to see me in this state. I had lost a few pounds since last year. I put my clothes and a few other things in my suitcase and closed it. I walked over to my desk and opened my laptop, calling Harry on skype, I turned off the camera so he couldn't see me.
"Hey Draco,...."
"Hello Potter"
"How are you?"
"Terrible..."
"Can I add Granger and Weasley?"
"Sure I guess.."
Harry added his friends and they were all on video except for me, I muted myself and cried. Just seeing Harry and his friends healthy made me depressed, I put my hand on the laptop as a got up and accidentally immuted myself and turned on video. "Uhhhh...Harry I didn't know he was here" Granger complained. "Yea...oh I have something to say..." I walked to my bed and took off my hoodie showing my scars on my arms and shoulders. I didn't have a shirt on and honestly, I didn't really care. I didn't notice it but Granger and Potter were blushing. I walked back over to my desk and still didn't notice the camera was on, I had tears running down my face and cuts on my arms from when I was cutting earlier. Everyone was silent until Harry said something, "Ginny broke up with me....and......." I then look at my laptop and they could tell that I had lost a few pounds. "Uhhh Draco are you ok?" They all asked in unison. "I'm fine, I just...." "NO YOUR NOT! None of us are....we know what happened....but you look terrible, don't make me come over there Malfoy!" Harry basically yelled. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..." I repeated this until I started to cry. My mom walked in, "Draco take your pills, and try not to harm yourself tonight, I don't want everyone to know that your literally falling apart..." She turned around and walked out. I was speechless because I realized that I didn't even bother muting when she walked in. "Draco......."Harry whimpered. "Please don't......" I sighed. "Show us your arms Malfoy."Weasley finally said. I slowly raised my arms and showed them the cuts. They were all silent.(AN: SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO PUT ANYWAYS, BYE MY LOVELYS! Hehe get the pun?)
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To the moon and back (drarry)
FantasyDraco has been suffering from depression ever since the war, he blames himself for everything little thing, he also blames himself for not telling Harry how he truly felt towards him, before he started to date Ginny.