My Little Glitterball Book 2

Lose You

Dianne's pov
I held onto our little angel .
"Wanna hold her Joesph " I said
"Let me go get Zoe and Alfie " I said
Joe walked out of the door and got Zoe and Alfie.
The doctors and nurses were getting ready to take her to be weighed and get jabs.
They walked in and Zoe ran over
"Well done Dianne you did it." She said
"Oh my god she's adorable" Zoe said
"Joe would you like to hold her before see goes to get weighed." I said
"Sure " He said
Zoe and Alfie got out their vlog cameras. I took out my phone .
I slowly handed Joe our little angel
He sat in the chair beside me and held her close to him
He smiled at her widely. I've Never seen so much joy in his face
I could see a tear in his eye
"Joe are you crying" I said
"No I'm fine " he said carefully wiping his eyes
"Aww that's so sweet Joe" Zoe said
"Let's get her weighed then and then we can all hold her" Joe said
Joe kissed her head and handed the nurse our baby
"I'm so proud of you Dianne " Joe said
Walking over to me
"I'm proud of us " Is aid
Joe kissed me.
an hour later
Me and Joe sat holding hands while . Joe held our little girl
Zoe and Alfie were taking pictures and chatting
There was a knock at the door
"Come in" Joe said
Then Caspar and Ambar walk in with Byron and Emily
"Hey guys. I was told I could find a Miss Dianne Buswell and Joe Sugg in this room" Caspar said
Joe smiled.
He handed me the baby and hugged them both
"Congrats Joe" Caspar said
"Thanks Caspar " Joe said
"Your welcome " he said
"No Caspar I mean thanks for everything " Joe said
Caspar hugged him
Ambar came over and hugged me
I let her hold her.
And then Joe helped Caspar hold her.
Then came in my mum and Joes mum there was a lot of hugs and gifts
"Okay are we going to have a big name reveal then" Zoe said
"Well this was difficult to chose but we decided on Danielle Elizabeth Sugg"I said
"That's so lovely " Tracy said
"Thank you for naming your child after me " Zoe said
"Your welcome Zoe " Joe said
"I was joking but thanks" she said
"Anyway were going back to the hotel we've been here for a very long time " Zoe said
They hugged us and left with Joes mum,Alfie ,my mum
Then Caspar , Byron, Emily and Ambar leave
It's just me and Joe
"I think you should get so sleep Miss Buswell " Joe said
"Suggy you've been up all night and I think  Danielle should get some sleep" I said
"Okay then" Joe said
Joe slowly placed her in the cot and kissed her forehead
Joe walked over and kissed me.
He then took his shirt off and laid on his bed
The Next day
Joes pov
I woke up to crying
I heard whispers and then silence
I rolled over and the sunlight hit my face. I sat up to see Zoe and Dianne chatting quietly.
Zoe rocking her little girl. Lily .
Danielle was in Dianne's arms.
"Morning Suggy." Dianne says.
I throw back my blanket and pick up my shirt.
I walk over to Dianne and kiss her head
"Morning Miss Buswell, Zoe . What time is it " I asked
"Joe it's like lunch time " Zoe said
"Dam." I said
"Danni's coming over in half an hour to meet the baby" Dianne said
"I think I'm gonna quickly head home and get a shower and some fricken clothes " I said
"Go on Sugg I'll be fine and Zoe's here anyway" Dianne said
I kissed Dianne and said goodbye to Zoe
I put my shirt and shoes on and then walked out of the room
I walked to my Uber and he took me home
At Joes place
I walked in there was chatting from the living room .
I closed the door .
I walked into the living room
All my mates are round
"Hiya lads what's happening " I said
"Look who it is" Jack said
Everyone laughed
"Listen I can't stay long gotta get back to the hospital but I'll see you lads tomorrow " I said
I rushed upstairs and got my bag.
I said bye to the lads and rushed back to the hospital.
I walked in the door. Alfie had arrived and so had Dianne's mum
I said hello to everyone .
Everyone went to get drinks and it was just we and Dianne and the baby
"Joe, I know it's something you don't wanna talk about but the past two weeks I feel we both have a lot of  explaining to do" Dianne said
"Yeah I know" I said looking down at my wrist
"I'm sorry" Dianne said
"Why are you sorry Dianne ?" I said
"For making you feel like death was your only other option"  she said
My heart broke
"Dianne it wasn't your fault " I said
"Joe how can you say that" She said
"Dianne listen I know we both were very upset and I just couldn't " I said
"Joe I don't wanna lose you" She said
"I don't wanna lose you ether " I said