I went to the bathroom to take a shower I did been about 2 days since I've been jumped I got out I changed into a shirt that was a little to big on me I put jeans on I brushed my hair I need a hair cut I thought I held a jean jacket i put it on the ground and I sat on the toilet taking out my blade cutting my wrist it's been about month since I've cut, I told my self to stop but I couldn't I bit my tongue I wash blood off my knife and arm I looked in the mirror
My hair was getting long, my hair is H/C I have E/Y eyes
I dried my hair
I walked out of the bathroom I saw two-bit and Steve watchin tv Making Me jump
I'm mettin Carson today just to talk
"Y'all scared me"I said slapping both of there heads
"Ow!" They both say I sat on the couch
The both looked at my arm I didn't notice at first
"You gotta say your here!" said
"We did"steve said
"What's on your arm?" Two-bit Ask
"I'm gonna take a walk"I say ignoring his question
"What is on you arm" he ask
I put a jacket on Soda's I believe it ate me up like I was some food
It kept me warm tho
"How long has it been goin on" Steve Ask
"Almost More than a year" I mumbled
"Who knew?" Two-boy asked
"Soda, Darry and pony maybe dal"I said
"Do it again and I'll hurt ya' "
two-bit says
I nodded
"Give me your blade"he side
I have him one of them
"Both of them" He said I sighed gave him my other one if was quite for a bit pony woke up
"I'm going on a walk " i say
"Darry said you can't leave without without one of us" Steve said
"What! I'm not a baby!" I said
"Seeing what happen the other day you cant protect your self" Steve says
"I wasn't caring my blade" I say
"We still gotta go with you, if we don't darry will be angry" two-but says
"If you shut your Trap he won't know" I say
"I agree with darry you could have someone with you who knows what would happen if you where hurt and we didn't know" Steve says
"I'm not a baby guys your treating me like I'm 5 years old, and it's my first day of school"I say
I got an Apple
I sighed
"Guys please I'm meeting a friend
"Pony go with her" Steve said
"What?" I said
"Your not going alone to meet someone" two-bit said
"Okay mom" I said
"Common pony" I say
I left
We went to the park
"They treat me like I'm a baby!" I said
"Who is your friend" pony said
I pointed at Carson
Who was smoking
We walked over
"Hey Carson" I said
"Hey who's this?" He Ask
"Ponyboy, friends made him come" I said
"Oh that's okay"he said
I smiled
The ice cream truck
I got excited
"Here y/n"pony said handing me a dolor I went up
"Hi " I said
"Hello, what would you like?" He Asked
I said got what I wanted and sat down
On a bench
I gave pony back money I smiled
It's starting to get the time where it's getting cold but still warm ya know
I ate my ice cream and talked
Carson had to go
He left
Me and pony walked home
soda was home
I sat down
"Where were you guys" soda asked
We told him we were at the park
-two days later-
Two-bit and I went to the store
I say one of the guys who beat me up
I told two-not he ran after the soc
"TWO-BIT STOP!!" I yelled
Two-boy was about to punch the soc
"Keith Mathew!" I yelled
He put his arm down
Walkin over to me
"We get in trouble with the police I'll be sent to my dads house"I said I took two-bits arm pulling him
We never call two-bit by his real name we
Walked to the Curtis house
"Go home"I said
I walked into the house
