"Where you been?"darry asked
Pony didn't answer
"What's wrong"
"Johnny's dead, he told me to stay gold, Dally left he's gonna brake" pony said
Everyone was quite
I stood up falling back down
"Don't stand up your weak" soda said
"I'm not weak" I said trying not to cry I stood up whopping to the kitchen to get a drink
Where did everything go wrong why wasn't me Who's dead I'm fine some scars form burns why me I couldn't believe Johnny is gone I waked back into the living room The phone rang Steve answered then darry took the phone hanging up after a few seconds
"It's Dally. The cops are after him we gotta hide him" darry said we left the house running we saw dal put his gun up they shot him
"NO!!!" I yelled crying
"ITS NOT LOADED!!"
"DONT!"
"No-o!"
We screamed I think I screamed so much I wasn't screaming at all
"HES JUST A KID!" Darry yelled
I screamed
"No!" Pony yelled
Warm Tears where falling down my face I couldn't breath
"Pony" dal said taking his last breath
In that moment I thought how I use to think Dal didn't care about anyone not pony, me, Soda, two-bit not even Steve, his last words where pony
"Stupid idiot! You stupid freaks!" Darry yells
We all were crying by now
I grabbed pony's hand crying
Pony passed out
Soda grabbed him
We got to the house
I grabbed anything in my pocket throwing it I hit my head with my hand
They were in pony and sodas room I would have kicked my self in the head if I could
"Y/n?" Someone said
I turn and soda I started to cry
He hugged me tightly
I hugged him back I looked up at him still holding him
"Why was it his not me, it should've been me, Johnny didn't deserve to die, neither did Dally if I was dead they both be alive we'd only lose one" I said
"Don't say that about your self
We miss both of them when it's someone's time to go it's there time you need asleep" he said
I laid down tried to sleep I couldn't
Later pony woke
"Is someone sick"Pony asked
"Yeah, somebody is sick" soda said
Tomorow we were going Court
1. About Johnny Killin the soc
2. See if pony and I would be under the custody of Darry
In the morning I brushed my hair like I'd never brushed it before I put on a nice dress my mom gave me I never Where dresses only one special occasions this is one
I brushed my teeth my eyes were tear and puffy form yesterday Johnny and Dally's death
I got out of the bathroom
Everyone looked amazing
"You guys look very nice" I said
"You look good to" soda said
"Thanks! It was a gift from my mom only dress I got" I said
There was a meow at the door
I walked over to see a cat the Hair just like Johnny's and a another cat color of Dals
Hair
"Guys..." I said
"What?" Soda asked
"Come here" I said
Soda and pony walked over
Before we knew it, time to leave randy, Cherry was there they told that he wasn't guilty and soda, pony and I are able to be with darry
I was so happy We left I hugged DarryI looked out the court house see my mom I walked out sided
Talken to she came up to me
"Baby-"
"Don't baby me! You told me you don't want me, my life has been better with out you " I said leaving she looked at me
She said somthen to soda
We got to the house I could call it my home I changed I was broken i was gonna brake, I knew in my soul deep down which I pushed away Johnny was gonna die, but Dally I knew he cared about Johnny I looked around
The guys weren't here
I grabbed out my pocket knife I pulled my sleeve up
I was about to cut
To see Sodapop, Ponyboy, two-bit, Steve, Darry
Sodapop looked at me i hasn't cut but the pocketknife was on my wrist they knew what I was about to do
