Sometimes i wonder what it's like to not worry.
Sometimes i wonder what its like to not be angry.
Sometimes i wonder what it's like to not feel anything.
I sit or lay down in my bed, time to time and i imagine what my life would be like without feeling the worst already.
One of the things that I like to do is laugh.
Laughing is where I feel free and I can not worry about anything.
And i love running.
Running makes me feel like I can outrun anything and I mean anything.
But what i also learned about feelings is that I want them off.
The feelings that I feel EVERY single day irritate me 'cause I know that they probably don't mean anything to anyone.
But I'm starting not to care 'cause it's not worth it.
But I also don't want to shut them off just like that.
Cause what I'm feeling is:
Unexplainable.
