22. Nearness To The Element

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Feelings nearest to the element

Crawling with true diligence

Playing in the regiment

True love is forever spent

Candid hearts when we made love

Should've listened to that one above

Full of distant land and bone

A queen you wished to crown a throne

Washing down feelings of being alone

Wouldn't argue on the phone

But would ignore you for a week

With sensitivity not even recognized among the outward eyes because of true surprise that true perfectness appeared at your doorstep

This is the shit we all regret

Giving what you never have that would be truly up for grabs

Those kind of things we can't help but worry about

Like does he get ghost with a fag

Like ones ago that would've lagged

Brown paper bag engulfed with lighter fluid

If you mixed cane and Cupid with a bottle of change like noodle

He shouldn't have fucked with a crazy bitch as such

If I felt more safer id ride a ride in a coaster

Live this life surrounded by you who don't even value my time money and stability of knowing where you are two thousand minutes of the day

I'm just mad because I'm gay

Haha, sike I'm sure there's just one more time on a coaster

Don't care who the roller

Could've ran to woodie Goldberg

But realized the color purple was something I get worth to

Too

I feel all raped inside

And if I wasn't not talking to my man who plays like he understands but his heart is with some girl who is crazy

Possibly

Or maybe

It's all in my mind

And hopefully that night we fucked out of spite we would've been alright all of us

Because people in this land

Don't really grow to understand

The sensitivity of the circumstance

And overbearing romance

Now he thinks he got aids

No he thinks he got played

No he thinks he has a baby on his was

His cocky super sperm that formed in exile

Not knowing who's been fucking her boyfriend for a long while while

Talking about I always get these guys that I attract the same

Oh but I'm still not attracting you

You're lame

Lame

Lame

Lame lame lame

Me and yu can just be friends

Cause in the business at the end he ain't talked to me in a week but got time to write on Fakebook

So I'm sorry I really wanted you to be my man but I have that crazy attractions towards these niggas

That make me do killer things

I'm off Facebook

While you're still on black planet

If you try to hold on to your hoe number book you will treat someone who cares like their at least on a special hook and if you tell them all your fears we will all just end up here

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