30. Trying To Explain

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I'm a slave to lust again

A lover of different men

Not caring where it comes from

But really need to love some.

Feeling overwealmed

Realizing what is hell

Earning more respect

Altogether loosing it so direct

Keeping it together fake fully

Someone love me for what's left of me

Calming all cruelty

Owning shit that I didn't do

More love equals less of you

Earning more respect

Over and over time elects

Under the sheets you stain the pillows

Turning things red before they bellow

At least I'm not a prostitute

That gets paid to give destitute

Never again will I do it again

In and out our and in

Giving the last of what I owned

Hoping to get a call on the phone

Too tired to try to move on

But too tired to even go on.

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