I just wanna get really high right now and say...
Fuck everybody
Fuck how I feel
Fuck the reality of shit in my head that I know ain't real
Fuck school
Fuck trying to get an education
Fuck financial stability
I won't have any family to take care of anyway
Fuck dudes
No nigga want me
Like my ex said I'm too damn pretty
To not want only for a one night stand
But fuck
Fuck opening my legs to every fucking man
I ain't no fucking hoe
And I damn sure ain't fucking convenient
Fuck I got a lot of shit going on in my life
Fuck re-commuting to the asylum
Fuck being lonely
Fuck I need some adderal
Fuck satan
And the northern sky that'll fall
Fuck dreams
Cause dreams ain't a bit of nothing but a tease
If a man interested in me again I'm gunna call it a disease
A disease of nigga please
Cause they fake as fuck
Fuck
Fuck I'll neglect my heart like fuck love
Il neglect my body like fuck sex
Define sex as a defilement
Fuck I don't even crave it anymore
Everytime I have it I'm left with sores
Fuck living at home
Fuck the same damn environment twenty-four seven
Fuck jail like objects society makes you pay rent on
Fuck stability
You'd stress yourself out for wanting something u sure you would never have
Fuck time cause it takes up everything
Fuck everything cause it takes up time
Fuck u cause I want u soo bad to be mine
Fuck u cause I am worth more to be one of your other bitches waiting in line
This ain't the sandbox
We don't take fucking turns
We don't ring around the rosy
Fuck that I make London burn
Make that bridge fall on the next fuck off who lacks respect
I tell myself I'm a queen
Till I look in the mirror
And see the same black girl
With the funny looking figure
And the red and yellow from the tears in her eyes
Fuck shedding tears
The ones you cry for quick to tell lies
Quick to say that u they only one
Quick to play the silent treatment game that conventional fun
Quick to make u stay up all night while they enjoying someone else's company
Quick to ignore your calls and texts till the beginning of next week
Your accomplishment is u missed me
Enjoy my new voicemail
The shit just say text me
Cause I don't even check that shit
Fuck it
I think I should just block your ass for fucking
Making me feel confused and bad like fuck it
Fuck this shit making me mad.
