I can't find love in myself
So self confidence doesn't even exist anymore
Wish everyone I cried to would try to help me and not figure out my situation
Instead they treat you like there's no relation
And erase the mark spaces that was already on the globe
Try to glue through the tech-tonic plates
I can't find myself in love again
With out caring about my feelings
First, before the feeling of the rape of my spirit
And the small swords torn into my sex appeal
Or long spanned space freckled syllables put together in conjunction to make a sentence
I'm surprised if you feel this
Cause nobody is sensitive to the feelings of a forgotten friend
A turned out soul
I'm slightly disconnected from reality
More drama than MTV
Livin on like vh1
Lots of fathers near the sun
Lots of colors LSD
Nobody remembers me
Nobody here's me alone
The safest place is in the phone
Cause it keeps me from talking to myself
Cause talking to myself leads to this self kill depression
That routed from election
That made the mistake of deception
Of needing to keep the feed of a void you didn't need
I fight for the creed
Then any man that comes next must pick me up for a thousand dates
Put in some money and really think about what to do in the late
In case it, decides to make the stomach pregnant
Without knowing who the dad really is
Not caring about the seeds of the densest miss
Burning the seed of the midnight oil channeling my anger confusion and unforgiveness of a man who had me mind body and soul not just mind and soul or body to body I really gave him my whole
That's why I stalled the dates of seeing him
To make the next visit worth the while
The sex was every time but at least the manipulation made me feel special
At least he cared about my feeling so much he was really protecting them with his lies
Maybe just Maybe we failed cause of me
Maybe I was just in need of a family seed
