On the chest God laid my breasts,
Only to be seen by one in particular,
Not everyone on planet earth,
Still feel I'm too pretty for a husband,
That's what my ex would say,
"Stay with me cause only I would want to marry you. You are too beautiful for guys to not only want sex when they look at you."
But he was no different still cheating like a puppy dog that just discovered his pee pee,
My auntie used to say it's not worth going to hell over a weenie,
She was so super right and righteous even in her sins,
My mom is still fucking with crazy men,
Makes me feel like I shouldn't have restrained the one I had,
It's too late now to say too bad,
I got overly used to the clues who popped up in place of the crews who would tell me that boy not doing right by you,
Would tell me that boy ain't nothing good for you,
Just one simple conversation can land me a year in prison,
I'm too pretty for it but I think I'll adjust to it,
Just like I did in the crazy hospital,
Really need some therapy somebody please take care of me,
Before I die I wanna experience the simple things,
Just how to wake up happy without a plate of shit on my mind,
Forever worrying about doing this and that like do I really have the time,
Took too many classes might just fail half of em,
But it was only the first week of the second half and I already gave up on all of them,
Trying to find a boyfriend on the internet,
PoF,
About to save money for a campaign add on "who needs a wife" on the TV set,
Really need to settle down but with someone who makes me strong,
Someone who pushes me to greatness even when I'm really wrong,
Someone who takes the knife away from my wrist without saying "don't do that because you make yourself look ugly",
Cause I'm too beautiful for any man to really truly love me,
The one that does is gunna be darn different,
He's not going to be looking for a kiss under the invisible mistletoe every time our faces get close,
He's gunna want to save that too cause he cherishes me like a newborn baby in a manger made from the bark of heavens trees,
And he won't feel right without spending every moment of his life right next to me,
And that feeling of course won't come from jealousy,
I'd be able to go out to party and come back home drunk and high,
And he will say "you look like you need some rest take my breastplate to lay down your eyes."
My love, I'm gunna love you when you come to me I know I have faith in God enough for Him to send me what I need,
And it won't be off no fucking Internet bullshit either,
And when he finally messes up cause he'd be human not a unicorn,
I might not even be hurt cause unconditional love don't even let your mourn,
Baby come back to me beg for forgiveness,
Finally shed a tear for hurting me in the past years,
Lay your head on my chest like you used to love to do,
Lay your head on my chest and later in years from now, we'll laugh about the rest.
