0° Celsius :To Thaw A Frozen Heart ( Sample)

hate personified

I know he hates me now...
But to this extent....
I could have never imagined....

Yesterday I was fired from my job
Last night my clothes were literally thrown out of his mansion..
And today I was refused each and every job I interviewed for....

They simply rejected me with one line
"You shouldn't have messed with such a powerful person"

Sitting on a bench with my suitcase at my feet
A sub in my hand
And few bucks in my pocket was I
Sapphire brown drowning in my tears.

The teardrops were reaching my lips as I took another bite.
They made my food salty but that was my least concern.

I was hopeless..pennyless...homeless..jobless and what not.

What will I do now?
Where will I sleep....

It's nothing new...
I have been in this condition before but the results have been always bad

Be it some drunk guys forcing on me...or the cold night freezing me to hell
Having diahhrea or food poisoning
Or simply running out of my medicine and going unconscious due to rapid pulse.

I had only one choice

Go back and repent...plead...cry...
Whatever that helps melting his coldness towards me.

Dying in front of his door was better than dying here
At least there will be someone to give me a proper funeral when I die...

Sapphire!!
I scolded myself ..what the hell am I thinking!!

Lifting myself up I decided to return back from where I came..

AR mansion

As expected I was denied entry.
His words through the telecom being
"Show her out.."

Well technically I was already out...

Sitting crossed leg in front of his door under the burning sun with a cheap vodka bottle in my hand was I...the so called unwanted disgraceful bit**

His words from 2 years back not mine.....

With each harsh word he ever spoke for me ..I rewarded my self with a gulp of the nasty throat burning liquid...

Gold digger

Disgrace

Cheating wh***

Slu*

Unfaithfully

Unloved

Finally the bottle was finished...and my eyes were drowning in tears...

Even though I was broken beyond extent I was smiling like crazy...

My sounds of laughter were irritating the guard in front of me and he decided to ignore me and go inside...

The road was empty and my destination was Infront of me..

I held the railing of the big door and started shaking it...
The letters AR written on it made me push and pull it harder trying to open it....

"....Andro.......pl....EA......se.   open....up.....Open Up!!! Open this godamm door!! I need to see you!!! Open it!!"

I started low but now was screaming on top of my lungs..
The bypasses were giving me strange looks..
But I didn't stop...

Finally the guard appeared and pulled me away from the door..
He dragged me back and pushed me on the garden in front of the entrance

"Just go away you mad women!! Or I'll call the hospital staff to take you to a mental assylum..."