A Love To Last Forever (18+)

A Love to Last Forever 12

Quinnie

I look at him kasi bigla siyang pumasok and he just started the engine kaya napapikit nalang ako at tumingin sa labas as he started the engine walang nagsalita sa aming dalawa hanggang sa makauwi kami ay agad akong lumabas covering my chest at agad akong pumasok sa kwarto ko and i just decided to get some bath dahil napupuno ako ngayun ng foundation just to hide all the bruises on my body, while cleaning my body umiiyak ako, kahit alam ko naman na talagang hindi ako kayang mahalin ng isang laris pero ito pa rin ako umaasa but then i stare blankly at the corner.

"Should I really stay like this?" I bite my lips and i breath in and out and i just doing my shower ng matapos ako ay agad kong kinuha ang tuwalya ko and i put on my body and i put some on my hair too saka ako lumabas but then nagulat ako nang makita siyang nakaupo sa kama ko and gulat na gulat siyang makita ako at bigla siyang napakunot noo at agad lumapit sa akin kaya agad akong napatalikod at napapikit.

"What happened to your body quinnie?" Napahinga ako ng malalim at hindi alam anong sasabihin.

When he grab my hand at hinila niya ako paharap sa kanya and that made my towel fall and he look at me from head to toe kaya agad kong pinulot yun and i put it back on me.

"Bakit ba nandito ka? I am having my shower please umalis ka muna" i tried to push him but he hold my shoulder kaya napatingala ako sa kanya.

"Tell me did" napatigil siya habang nakatitig sa akin kaya napahinga ako ng malalim.

"Don't ask me wex please" pag mamakaawa ko sa kanya.

"If you know already then so be it and let's forget it hindi naman ako galit sayo and i understand you were drunk kaya hindi ko na sinabi kasi alam ko naman na hindi mo yun magagawa sa akin kung hindi ka lasing but then because you were drunk its okay, you don't have to say sorry kaya okay lang after all i am your wife, i mean you might not like it now that you knew what happened on that night, just next time don't drink too much so you won't lost control, maayos na rin yung sa akin mo ginawa at hindi sa iba kasi alam ko pag nagawa mo yun sa iba magkaka problima and it might be posted on social media, and i know you won't like it more because its me, so i hope hindi mag iiba ang tingin mo sa akin dahil dito" i bite my lips.

"We did it?" Tanong niya pero ngumiti lang ako sa kanya at umiling.

"I managed to stop you i mean if you weren't call me that baka oo" napakunot noo siya kay napangiti ako sa kanya.

"What do you mean?" Napahinga ako ng malalim.

"You told me you love me that night but its not for me" biglang nanubig ang mga mata ko but i tried to control it.

"You called me Quin" my heart sunk in so much deep na parang may naputol sa loob ng puso ko dahil sa sobrang sikip kaya ngumiti ako sa kanya.

"Magbibihis muna ako mamaya na tayo nag usap" hinila ko siya palabas and ng makalabas siya i smile at him.

"Just wait me on the living room" and i smile at him and i close the door and lock it and at the same time my tears fall at napahawak ako sa dibdib ko at naghahabol ako ng hininga kaya napatakbo ako sa vanity mirror ko and i tried to get my inhaler kasi naghahabol na ako ng hininga.

My asthma is attacking again naiiyak na ako kasi hindi ko mahanap napaluhod na akong naghahabol ng hininga, when suddenly the drawers fall on my thighs but I can't feel any pain cause I can't breath,

"QUINNIE" i heard him but im losing too much , i heard him knocking out the door and napahiga na ako sa carpet and i am trying my best to catch my breath when i felt him and raised me up and he put something on my mouth and i breath in and suddenly the tightened on my chest disappeared, napahinga ako ng malalim as he keep pressing it for me, bigla akong nanghina at napasandal ako sa dibdib niya.