I just want to help [Tim x Reader]

chaptet eight

*Y/n POV*

Tim brought Y/n home. The ride was awkward but it was mostly comfortable silence when they finally arrived at Y/n house they exchanged numbers and Y/n said goodbye and waved before walking inside and taking of her jacket and boots. Her dad got home just minutes after her. Jerry bought pizza since it was late and he didn't want to make dinner they both sat at their dinner table and started talking about Jerry's job. They both never discussed it but Y/n always tried to make small talk she always wanted to get close to her dad but it was hard really really hard. Once the pizza was finished Jerry called Y/n to sit next to him and watch TV. The news were on and Y/n heard "the mysterious disappearances are still getting higher and h-" that was all she heard before Jerry switched it to a basketball game. Y/n didn't mind she liked watching sports. After they both boo'ed and cheered whenever their favorite team lost points or scored both of them said goodnight and went to their rooms. Y/n changed into her pajama's and went to sleep shortly after since she was exhausted. As soon as she closed her eyes she drifted to sleep.

And yet again Y/n was woken up by her alarm clock. Y/n grumpily got out of her bed and got ready for a shower. She did her usual routine of showering brushing teeth etc. Y/n picked up her phone and keys from her bedside table and started making her way to the cafe. As usual she passed by the park but this time she didn't see Tim or Jay yes she finally remembered his name. She shook her head a little being a little bit disappointed. Y/n was confused by this feeling of wanting to see Tim but she didn't question it Y/n knew there was no use over pondering over such dumb things. Y/n made it to the cafe safely and her day went by pretty fast she even ate lunch today weird thing to feel happy about but still thats something at least. Walking back home she still didn't see the men in the parking lot next to the park. Y/n huffed sadly and continued walking home. And once she got home she changed into comfier clothes and dozed off on her bed. Y/n woke up at somewhere about 3 to 4 am from a nightmare that was about this weird guy who chased after a girl wearing a rabbit costume. It sounds dumb when you try to describe it but it was a pretty creepy dream. Soon after that a word stuck to her head "rabbit" it was so strange she just couldn't get the word out of her head. Y/n just tried to sleep again but failed so she just took her mp3 player and started to listen to music to her surprise it wasn't broken anymore and worked perfectly just as it did before.

 Another morning another ritual and another day at work this continued for a whole week and yet Y/n didn't see neither Tim or Jay this unnerved her since she was already used to seeing them almost every day she also never got a text message from Brian and simply to say she began to feel lonely again. At work she only talked to a few people mostly being a therapist to them and talking about relationship advice funny thing Y/n never got a boyfriend but her advice was very helpful. Helping others was all she did and sadly she was the one needing the most help.

Friday evening  Y/n got home from another day at work it's been two weeks since she last saw Tim or Jay even Brian seemed to disappear. Taking off her jacket and boots Y/n decided to pick up her guitar from her garage. It's been placed there for quite a while and she just decided to play it again. She was a little rusty at playing the dawm thing but she still remembered her favorite songs. Playing one of her favorites she remembered her mom and little brother. Her voice cracked slightly while she sung but she still kept singing when finally she broke down all of the stress and depression that boiled up inside her bursted all at once and she just cried and cried time flew by Y/n's eyes stung horribly from the crying Y/n didn't notice her dad opening the front door. Luckily she was at her room and it had a balcony so she took a spare jacket and boots and jumped from her balcony safely landing on the ground below and she just ran ran to the only place she knew so well the Rosswood park.

A/n I felt a little sad today so I made a sad chapter. Sorry for it being a bit bland and sorry for not updating much so as a sorry I wrote a longer chapter. Bye ♡