You were at home staring at the ceiling wondering how you got here... how come nobody else notices? How come nobody else cares? Why me..? You were diagnosed with anxiety and depression when you were just 7 and you've never got a full nights rest since then. So many things going through your mind that you didn't have answers to.
/your mom enters the room/
Ymn: hey hun you okay. She says coming to sit on your bed
Yn: I'm fine mom. You lied
Ymn: do you want anything to eat I just got done cooking
Yn: no I'm okay
Ymn: hunny you have to eat something you've been getting skinny these days
Yn: mom (you look up at her) I said I'm fine. You lied again
Ymn: Fine (she says getting up) I'm going out for a minute. I'm leaving your food in the microwave
And with that she left out the room closing the door behind her. I sigh and got up to go to my desk. I opened my computer to see that I have a message from a guy in my class.... taehyung
Taehyung: what are you doing
Yn: what do you want now taehyung. To make me feel even more bad about myself again
Taehyung: no. And I already told you I was sorry about that.
Yn: yeah whatever what do you want
Taehyung: have you seen this
He sent you a link and you clicked on it. You instantly froze and felt yourself starting to sob. It was a website that showed you with the caption "whore" and "over weight pig" you got up from your computer and went into the bathroom. You looked in the mirror and started sobbing even harder. You heard your computer beeping but ignored it. About 10 minutes later you feel to the floor and you saw a piece of big piece of glass and you picked it up and stared it. You started to hear a knock on the front door and you just simply ignored it. You got up off the floor and stared at yourself one last time. You closed your eyes and as you put the glass to your stomach you felt a pair of arms around and you instantly opened your eyes
Taehyung: YN WHAT ARE YOU DOING
YN: STOP GIVE IT BACK
TAEHYUNG: NO YN PLEASE DONT DO THIS
YN: WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE. DONT YOU HATE ME JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
Taehyung: why would I hate you
Yn: DONT ACT DUMB TAEHYUNG
taehyung: yn I told you I was sorry
Yn: it doesn't even matter I don't want to be here anyways. I never did... you say starting to sob again
Taehyung: why do you feel that way you have so many people that love you and care about you.
Yn: LOOK AROUND YOU TAEHYUNG. WHO'S HERE FOR ME NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME NOR LOVES ME I HAVE NO ONE
Taehyung: you have me.. I'm here for you and I always will be yn
Yn:*you look into his eyes* why
Taehyung: because I love you yn. I always have loved you and I always will. Yn I can't live without you. I loved you every since I first met you. Please don't leave me yn.
THE END
I tried something different ig 🤷♀️ still don't know how I feel about this but yeah hope you enjoyed it 😊
-ps I was listening to scenery by Taehyung while making this
